WARNING : POST with EMO contents!

i know i promised no more emo post..
well u may alrdy know tht somehow i dun believe in promises anymore..
cried a hell lot yesterday.. duno why juz feel like shitte.
my eyes hurt. urgh.
hey.. thanks for tryin to cheer me up. thanks. :)
i'll seeya sooon yeah..
somehow i juz duno wassup with me.
but u always hurt me again n again.
not as if i dun have enuff things to get me down.
i now duno if i can learn to trust anyone again anymore.
i hate it when things get me down.
i know im juz not tht strong.
still i need to deal with it..
where are u when i need u...
but then again. i duno if i can deal with it if i see u again.
it scares me quite abit thinking abt it.
if i cld avoid u i wld.
juz tht i duno how im gonna face u anymore.
juz dun lemme see u with her.
dunno who i can talk to anymore.
i hate bottling evrytink up inside.
u taught me to get it out of my system.
now u are e very person depriving me of it.
im totally not in e mood to entertain anyone now.
juz gimme a break...
~tas