tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56484952011-09-05T07:41:38.031+08:00well..is tis the kinda ending? juz like a fairytale...only tink tis time its not a hapi ending.. it was really from the heart..Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.comBlogger13971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-15358668482898686982009-11-16T16:29:00.001+08:002009-11-16T16:30:57.682+08:00

i quit my job, went on a cruise, goin to bkk on thurs for ten days!!shiokkkknesssssssss :D awesomenesssssssssssss :)~tas

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Mad WorldAll around me are familiar facesWorn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily racesGoing nowhere, going nowhereTheir tears are filling up their glassesNo expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrowNo tomorrow, no tomorrowAnd I find it kind of funnyI find it kind of sadThe dreams in which I'm dyingAre the best I've ever hadI find it hard to tell

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Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-14997316469018910292009-08-08T13:22:00.004+08:002009-08-08T13:30:16.507+08:00

GRADUATION :)

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im finally officially a graduate! :)

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Songs that remind me of you:Chrys : the TingTings, That's not my Name, Stars, DJ tjestoPauline : Lady Gaga, Poker face and Just DanceAnton : Jason Mraz, I'm Yours, Lucky, Thinking of YouEric : American Boy, When You're Gone, ApologiseVincent : Disturbia, Womenizer, Insomnia, When You're GoneLili : Bleeding LoveCherie : Taylor Swift, love story, Teardrops on my guitarGen : Almost Over you, Broken

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I was definitely caught by surprise.too shocked for words.i realised it when i heard it from your best friend.tht you couldnt handle it all along.and i thought tht all along we had an understandingbut you left me just because you cannot handle.if i dint hear it from her i never would have believed it.even till now i cant believe it.tht sudden coldness from you was because i gave too much to try

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i love the way you always manage to make me feel not so outta place.i love the way you always manage to make me feel good abt myself.i love the way you always manage to make me feel tht its all not tht bad after all.i love the way you always manage to make me feel so special.i love the way you always manage to make me feel tht life is worth living after all.i love the way you always manage to

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date with sarahhhhhh! :)

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I had an awesome time at Mike's Star Wars party in Batam yesterday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!!! :) The whole set up was spectacular and the fireworks display added to the amazing opening to the wonderful event! the pool party after was even crazier than i expected!! never been thrown into the pool so many times in one sitting ever! it was a chokingly good experience! :D enjoyed it thoroughly! it was

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im am happy. really happy.thanks for being my firefighter.joy of my life :)~tas

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i just wrote you a very long letter. but i doubt it will ever reach you.

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are you really gonna do this? cuz i know i am gonna admit defeat first. i dunno how long this will last but im sure i cant hold out. sometimes i wished it were alot simpler, why have it so confusing? i am so done and i said it too many times. wished it were simpler.gotten drunk again one more time. smashed and smashed. hangover and only to realise all the silly things i did after. alcohol always

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AH!!! from the antique bakeryy!!im craving for chocolate eclairs, chocolate devil cake, mont blanc, creme puffs, opera cake, strawberry shortcake, macarones, scones, reese buttercup, tartlets, cupcakes and chocolatess and many many many sweeetzzz!! :) yummmy yummmmy yum yum yum yum! ahhhhhh!

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sick no chocolates no wm no go out no fun :(

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have you ever cried because of someone else's pain?to share the heartwrenching pain of the person you love?will you be my firefighter?to hear the alarm when my heart calls for help?to put out the fire and the pain.

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I LOVE LADY GAGA!!!!! :)and i am so proud to be a part of putting her press conference together!and getting to see her up close and watching her live in concert!!its all worth it and i am sooooo happy!but not being able to slp properly this whole time and not a wink for the last two days is taking a toll on me, really glad to have my crew with me to help me, Thanks guys! you are the best! esp the

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it hurts so badit hurts like crazyi have no idea wat more i can take.~tas

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i havnt felt so happy and exciteedd in a long time.maybe im juz glad im leaving the sunny island of singapore!:) makes me smileeeee.im leaving early tmr morning!!!!!!!!wooohooooo! talked to fs today :)went shopppping today tooo.im loving loving loving.maybe it closer to him.maybe i thought for a moment he will be there.maybe. but its wishful thinking.anyhows lunch will be with the most

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i finally bought the ck watch tht i lusted for for soooo long!*happinesssss* really superrrrrduperrrrrrroooooliciously happy!!! :)LUST WORTHY! :) :0 gorgeous isnt it? :)Black nailsssssss :)

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I am so in love with CHUCK! :) ~tas

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i guess i havnt been the most rationale person ever.but its been quite a long while now.im really quite tired.its was a hugeass success i must say.i'm still looking for a job though.so if anyone has a job to recommend, pls do.i guess right now, im not intending to be a nice person.cant say why and wat do i mean,but i am certainly not gonna bother abt anyone or anything.i live life the way i want

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-19547323556282474502009-05-13T17:17:00.001+08:002009-05-13T17:17:29.718+08:00

new changes new plans. :(

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for once, i am really contemplating to leave.in all seriousness.even my dad has given the go ahead.there is pretty much nothing here tht keeps me.i really wish this will work out.NYC wait for me :)i was so disappointed in you.you gave me hope and shattered them.and now you dropped me.there calls for no reason to stay anymore.somehow i guess a whole new lease of life awaits me.i need a change, a

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-83367547523966712572009-05-08T23:11:00.000+08:002009-05-08T23:12:51.972+08:00

making melodies in my heart~!

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-11333654128322025662009-05-05T12:58:00.007+08:002009-05-05T14:07:36.802+08:00

the trip made me change my mind abt sooo many things..so many things that i have never thought abt.had quite alot of time to think abt alot of stuff.really enjoyed my time.~tas

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i think i am quite insensitive nowadays.too blatant. too direct. too frank.speakk my mind too easily tht i might offend ppl unknowingly.i feel a change in me. somehow like im evolving into someone new.juz a random thought.~tas

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you havnt changed one bit have you?its always been like this.now i've caught on as well.been feeling crappy these days.falling sick ever so often.shitty feelings make me prone to being sick.im tired of this.liar thru and thru.with the heated weather, my temper is aggravated too.wish somehow it'll get cooler.i need to cool down.~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-71977664835705744482009-04-24T20:18:00.000+08:002009-04-24T20:20:52.282+08:00

getting all ready for the trip!! :) smu camp! :)

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-90162559620921638362009-04-24T12:12:00.002+08:002009-04-24T12:23:47.523+08:00

i duno wat is it i want to do and wat it is tht makes me happy.i cant seem to want a job real badly.and evry job that i go to i dun like it.i want a job, but im a bundle of contradictions.can someone find me a job pls.:(

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-74890043507477429182009-04-22T22:04:00.002+08:002009-04-22T22:08:27.972+08:00

sometimes i dun even know why i even bother.like nothing i vaguely know makes sense.and here i am being so silly abt it.will be away for awhile and i guess it will be really good for me.im tired and awfully depressed by everything.its beginning to take a toil on me.and now i really dun want to bother anymore.and also i dun like pudgy hands anymore.~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-87091304884269856522009-04-19T21:59:00.002+08:002009-04-19T22:03:08.440+08:00

i finally mustered enuff courage to delete all the msgs and dumped the phone! :)it made me lose so much of myself and im not gonna let that happen again!:) its a huge step for me to take and i am so glad i did.been clearing out alot of stuff from my room and declutter all the trash.i am gonna be a whole new person! :)hurray to that!!i am loving it.~tas

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The feel of an icecube Melting overtime The world seems bigger Than both of us Yet it seems so small when I begin to cryThere's a lot of things I understand And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know But you're the only face I recognize It's so damn sweet of you

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-39328468872922678552009-04-15T00:28:00.005+08:002009-04-15T01:01:14.432+08:00

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-23434663722468557932009-04-15T00:09:00.002+08:002009-04-15T00:27:22.286+08:00

Everyone has their first date,and their object is to hide your flawsand then your in a relationship,and its abt hiding your disappointment,then your married,its abt hiding your sins.how skeptical can one be?~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-4874014873763308402009-04-09T01:08:00.002+08:002009-04-09T01:22:46.978+08:00

been feeling awful lately. eating alot of chocolates, and i mean really alot of chocolates. but it somehow doesnt really help now. chocolates are supposed to make me feel good. but why not anymore? i dunnno i really dunnno. some how. maybe the emptiness gets to me.was at brewerks today, i want so much to drink, but somehow i can even finish one beer. beat that. talk to shane earlier today. i

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Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-22614885670104734292009-03-17T23:39:00.002+08:002009-03-17T23:49:33.416+08:00

i never thought it wld get this bad.bro wanted to call the ambulance but they were afraid they'd call the police,and mum n dad was afraid even to bring me to see a doc,sometimes i even wonder why i'd ahve a brother like tht.one bro to protect me and the other to cause the harm.now im so upset cuz i cant wear the dress i meant to tmr.and now tht my hand is useless i cant even draw eyeliner!cant

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-58431203559464941232009-03-15T23:43:00.005+08:002009-03-16T01:25:40.102+08:00

had several blackouts today, very low blood pressure.anemic gone super low.and constantly needing alcohol to sustain myself.back problem is getting really bad tht sometimes i wish it'll go away.the only thing tht helps is alcohol :)another excuse to drink.but khee tells me how bad tht is.dehydrates body cells and makes one age so much faster!i dun wanna look old :(oh wells, i had a great week :)

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-87236017900381454732009-03-12T12:46:00.003+08:002009-03-12T12:49:05.267+08:00

i say this again.give me alcohol and i become a horrible person you cant recognise.i feel :(but thank you dear!i had a fantabulous time!was feeling so upset but u cheered me up!love you many many many manysssss!alcohol has done me in as u said.and i feel little.~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-59620497794769209962009-03-11T01:16:00.003+08:002009-03-11T01:24:26.217+08:00

it must stop.now.yes.cuz u make me feel shitty each time.and yes.i need to get it outta my head.doormat.im so disappointed in you.so upset tht each time u make me upset.~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-36374042700199951292009-03-09T00:22:00.002+08:002009-03-09T00:25:41.285+08:00

im super duper duperrrr upset....went out for a shop walk shop with mum..she wanted to get me the Ck watch i wanted for my birthday..But cldnt get it in the end :(~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-62791062954182318512009-03-08T15:29:00.003+08:002009-03-08T15:35:19.853+08:00

i realise i have too much clutter in my life,some of which even i cant bear to dispose.and some of these leaves memories.a beautiful mess as Jason mraz says.awfully humourous nowadays.i find evrything almost funny.cant put a finger to many things nowadays cuz i dunno wat is it i really want or wat makes me really happy. maybe i just dun want and dun need to tink right now. its sundays tht i want

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-85499868714578011472009-03-08T01:43:00.005+08:002009-03-08T01:59:10.839+08:00

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i dun wanna know dun wanna feel dun wanna be anytink.im numb and i feel so helpless. not good.i wonder why i bother sometimes to be so bothered.why cant i be a lil more nonchalant abt things goin on ard me.why do i always get so affected and get myself feeling so upset.i hate it tht u lie to me.why all tht pretence?for evrytink else i could overlook,but i hate it tht u walked out on us.once again

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-28517821976807056702009-03-01T23:35:00.000+08:002009-03-01T23:36:15.979+08:00

i wanna be able to throw tantrums tooooooooo!pls say i can. pls pls pls pls pls pls. :)~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-61616485221748124002009-03-01T23:22:00.002+08:002009-03-01T23:26:18.703+08:00

im feeling very uneasy. and i dunno why.uncomfortable. restless. this really queer feeling inside me.i dunnnnnnnnnoooooooo wat is wrong.wat u said to me keeps ringing in my head.helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.im not stress nor unhappy.or maybe i am. but why?i feeel like screaminggggggg. help.:(~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-85979884155507657072009-02-28T19:23:00.003+08:002009-02-28T19:49:37.755+08:00

you have never celebrated my birthday with me before.and maybe i dun wanna hear frm you anymore.it is tormenting, and its hurting so bad.i only wished for one birthday together.i spoke to you again, cuz i cant bear to ignore u for any longer.i dun really know how much u mean to me now.i dunno how much i can trust watever you say to me.i try to believe u evrytime, but the facts shows in itself tht

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-5374188839460201642009-02-16T00:17:00.001+08:002009-02-16T00:22:50.441+08:00

Dont let anybody be a priority in your life,if you are juz merely an option in theirs.~tas

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i feel so bashed and beatened.dint know tht the feeling will suck so bad.it happeened all right in my face.worse than a tight slap across the face.cant believe how i can bear that.i know i cant.~tas

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-19401432274965959492009-02-02T23:45:00.001+08:002009-02-02T23:56:59.571+08:00

Tas_annehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10423264423771229539noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5648495.post-86988282556838082082009-02-02T23:22:00.002+08:002009-02-02T23:34:25.118+08:00

i wanna be bubble wrap.i am bubble wrap.i feel awful.awful awful.i dun understd why,so wat ?im confused wat all these mean.i duno if i want you to know.and i know he doesnt want you to know.and he tinks you do alrdy.i dunno wat you told me all that for.i dunno wat it means to you.it made the water more murky than it alrdy is.i dun care if im bitchy.i can feel the awful change in me.short

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i duno wat exactly is wrong and i dunno why is it tht i feel this way.i tink you are right and i tink you are always very right..maybe its the insecurities building up cuz im goin thru a transitionary stage in life now..trying to figure out just wat i wanna do, wat i shld do and where will i be.if given a choice i wanna leave.im done with evrytink here.~tas

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i wont miss you anymore~tas

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was talking to chrys abt being apples..somehow it did occur to me that more often than not we are lost or uncertain, confused or juz plain disillusioned abt so many things. i need to have a mind of my own, so tht i wont be so easily swayed by wat others tell me. it is presented very clearly in my face already that it is so obvious. despite the chances, i duno why i kee believing and i duno if wat

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door mat door mat door mat.DOOR MAT.to be or not to be?was talking to siew by the river, sitting by the river, took off our shoes and walked and dangled our feet at the edge it felt good. drunk. and she said some things to me tht reminded me of somethings that mattered alot more to me than those things or people i really cared and gave thought abt. chrys said i was a door mat to too many people,

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when a lie becomes a truth. take my strong advice. to think twice. i guess people always tell me careful what i do but i dun ever know when im doing the right thing. i am just a girl who does whatever i want. and many times i feel like im not myself. juz lost and maybe someone else.maybe i am the one. who makes it so complicated. khee reminded me that i shouldnt always apologise. but whenever i

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if theres juz one thing i have learnt is that no one is indispensable. no matter how much u tink u cant live without tht person, tink again. you can. :) and its true that whatever that gets you down will pass. cuz time will heal everything.been doing alot of thinking lately, should have been spending alot more time studying, but look, when is it a better time to tink. when my mind's all

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i feel awful.i'll juz blame it all on PMS.it true how it always always affects me.awful awful awful.i feel upset.super upsettt.upset upset upset.helpppppppppppppp.liarliarliar.i hate them.duno why why why why why.thanks for being so ever patient with me..i know i have been unbelievably annoying.thanks for always being so understding.thanks for the trip to the arcade.for cheering me up.it was

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evryone loves a drama queenevryone loves a bad boyis it true?thinking about so many things right now.it makes me cry..and it is making me crumble.save it for a rainy daythe three wishes u promised.of which will u keep?im scared shitless tinking abt it.maybe its innate somehow.that i always feel like tis at the end of the day.like being stupid or feeling empty and lonely.i havnt felt so

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i realised and i have decided.never to risk it for anytink at all.i did it wrong once, twice.they say once bitten twice shy.but twice bitten, dun try.:) its good the way things are now.im glad and sad.but it works better this way i guess.live it. love it. happy :)i wanna go to sky walk at mount faber!!!! :)

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why do i always feel so confused.so used all the time.just wat is the point of my presence?i question sometimes.it makes me upset.it makes me feel so lost.wished it be easier.hurtinginside.the pain.hurts so much.i wish it be different.does it make no difference to u?maybe i shldnt question.maybe i dun wanna know.maybe just maybe it will help.maybe its self delusion.maybe i only want to be

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Thou shalt embrace the art of retail therapy. It works. Period.Thou shalt appreciate the ordinary but pursue the extraordinary.Thou shalt always eat chocolate.Thou shalt indulge.Thou shalt dance.Thou shalt travel.Thou shalt always have time for a girls' night out.Thou shalt party like a rockstar.~tas

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is it humanely possible?my friends keep me alive.the only reason i find reason in livingthe only reason i keep goin.rory asked if it had to be all or nothing.and it was the closest thing ever.really do believe it?went for retail therapy!happy happy happy reese peanutbutter cup!bought tonnes of chocolates today!Reesebuttercup!! :) i found it again..bought aloott of things..shopped till i almost

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i crashed my car.and yes i am crushed.not literally.maybe just sillily.was so scared.was totally not tinking.or functioning.i love my car.my crossroad.ironic it may sound.and i dun want it to get hurt.so disappointed with myself.never would have been so careless reckless & stupid.was scared to death though.wldnt have known wat to do.besides crying n crying.typical.i wanted to leave.to go away for

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i walked out on myself..i can believe how something so minor can juz affect me so much.ever so often i tink i cant even understand myself.im so tired of wishing waiting wondering....juz wat i can do to make things right again..all this time i figure if i could pretend its not there..all e anxiety and uncertainty will go away.but ultimately i am running away frm everything i know.cuz the truth is

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What if -Here I stand aloneWith this weight upon my heartAnd it will not go awayIn my head I keep on looking backRight back to the startWondering what it was that made you changeWell I tried, But I had to draw the lineAnd still this question keeps on spinning in my mindWhat if I had never let you goWould you be the man I used to knowIf I'd stayedIf you'd triedIf we could only turn back timeBut I

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i guess i never could have imagined it come to this.its as messy as it gets..sometimes i wish evrytink to be simpler. i fell down today.tripped, fell down e stairs, scraped my knees n arms.cried, but not cuz it was painful, but cuz im not able to tell u im in pain. whinesponge i miss you.pls come back.i cant do without you.u promised to always takekare of me.come back pls.~tas

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i tink tis time i've really crossed the line.cross it too many times and too serious now.never even in my wildest dreams could i imagine it like tis.tis is awful. bad. awful. awful.dun want anytink to jeopardise tis.i guess i dint really know how to react as well.it juz never occur to me.it scares me now to tink abt it.and i duno how to rectify it either.pretending im not good at,lying im

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the story of my life...can be summed up easily n aptly..in a paragraph..or even a one-liner..good or bad? u tell me.silly is my middle name.cuz everyone i know says i am.and i know i am.im a bum and and and and.i know it. though.so many things have happened.in 7 hours. wrecked.real badly tis time.shatteredme.awful bad.~tas

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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EMOO!damnit. three weeks.its juz watever is left of e last bit of you.driving me crazy somehow.it hurts real bad.super emo.~tas

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wat it is about love that makes u feel so stupid?mindless helpless nothingness.silliness.~tas

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im looking for love this time. sounding hopeful but its making me cry.try not to ask why.this thing abt love is quite a mystery.love is always blinded when its never right.going around in circles.being made a spot.is it true wat they've been saying?is it the truth?or is it only gossip?it wasnt meant to be no harm.everything's changed and its no longer the same.i need some inspiration.it not a

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its messing my mind.its screwing me up.im messing myself up.enuff enuff enuff enuff.~tas

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this is not wat i do.im getting more n more confused.and it seems to only getting worse.i dun wanna mess evrytink up.maybe i dun wanna learn how to face it.~tas

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somehow i have super short fuse now.dun ask me why.i realised i changed so much these pass few months.so many things have changed in the process.i dun like me now.roberts say i have to always be positive.but it isnt like wat it seems anymore.he says it can only get better.well, its true evryone goes thru a bad time.everyone goes thru a rough patch.and i will get over it too.i've had enuff of it.i

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im am abosolutely sooo upset with myself...i accidentally deleted evrytink in my fone...the photos inside were so precious...photos of me paupau xiu eileen n anton...all the silly poses we had..and i stupidly deletely evrytink.....i hate myself for being sucha dumbass.it was so precious :(~tas

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :Dthank you evryevryevryone!!:)~tas

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i dun wanna see you cry..There is no tender way to say it's the endAnd so win or loseI am forced to chooseBetween a lover and a loving friendLet me hear you sayHow you curse the dayYou opened up your heart to meThat you ever invited me inTell me I'm the loser and you winI don't want to see you cryI beg you tryNot to let the pain I'm causing reach your eyesI don't want to see you cryAim your words

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Teardrops On My GuitarHe looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't seeThat I want and I'm needing everything that we should beI'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks aboutAnd she's got everything that I have to live withoutHe talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funnyThat I can't even see anyone when he's with meHe says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,I wonder if he knows he's

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this week has been fun, stressful, draining altogether.. :D

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a very eventful week..so much so that i wish they can stagger n happen slowly instead of all at once..i feel so helpless..makes me wish somehow i can do something...why does evrytink tht happen before my eyes but yet i cant do anytink abt it.it makes me feel so awful tht all i can do is watch it happen.wish i knew wat to do to chase e dark clouds away..the feeling of loss of not knowing how to

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Memories captured in photos from the past few days, weeks, months and evry moment is and will be so special to me.. :D

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beautiful memories... :)~tas

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this i mean is the worst.ever. yet. possible.met mr wu mingsheng on e bus early tis morning.its funny why its always him on bad days.kudos to him. admire his patience.but he never fails to prep me up.work tmr! hope it'll be fun!did manicure in a chocolate moose shade..i kinda like it. or maybe i do love it.its not-so-subtleness plus its delicious looking expression when i look at it makes me

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feels all foreign n alone now.the silence is blinding.kinda scares me.~tas

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sometimes i guess i juz ask for it..being meddlesome isnt something i enjoyand i guess now there is a better alternative for me.an option to wash my hands off evrytink.evrytink lies in silence.fell sick yesterday..fever... slpt a whole day n felt better..but went to jog afterward n caught a cold..feeling terrible now..reali not very smart.finishing up my tutorial for class tmr..quite tired

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