chua n me.. i look terrible.. but oh well.. chua's my best buddy in hall.. but she's damn tall.. 1.79m/..

forgot to set my alarm..
missed my lects today.. sigh..
went for tut.. back now..
posted a few d&d photos..
will post more recent photos soon.. :)
~tas

im officially back to blog..
duno how long tis will be..
but oh well..
will be busy in e weeks to come...
joined production where i need to do canvassing (free labour) for 250..
sigh.. still got audition...
doing makeup i/c..
gosh.. joined sea expedition as well..
biz-mag.. shld be quite fun..
hopefully wont be so taxing ..
or else my studies will be at stake..

hmmz.. angela n ann dear..
i miss u guys...
not forgetting wendy in states too... and yingwen in hk..
how i wish we can have a gathering soon man..
oso life in uni has been so hectic i dint even getta meet up..
esp even with those who are supposely near me..
xiu.. debra dear.. prissy... angeline .. baby..
oh man... i need time..
i need slp too...
now in huimin's room with the rest...
its 4 plus in e morning now..
and we have klass at 8AM in juz a bit..
sigh.. duno how am i gonna survive...
who kares..
~tas

Dinner n dance

guess all we did was crown the king n queen..
took loads of fotos..
juz like in prom...
slightly better though as the MC was really good..
funny, lame and crappy..
totally entertaining...
the pageant was alot better than the others i've seen though..
well at least it was worth watching..
the results wasnt as expected though...
cuz yongqiang whom we thot very highly of dint win..
oh well.. sigh.. enjoyed the nite quite abit..
gotta take photos with alot of seniors.. ;)
was a sweet not really perfect but quite a nice nite...
~tas

im feeling sick..
i need some rest..
~tas

i officially quit my job!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~tas

its 3am in the morning and i duno wat am i doing online..
damn crap.. i guess i cant really fall aslp..
its oso high time for me to start blogging..
there are far too many tags i have to reply to tht i cant reply all on my tags..
guess far too many things happened e past few weeks..
its been reali hectic..
i hardly get a wink..
falling sick alrdy..

last saturday was Hall eleven's dinner n dance..
it was really elaborate n hall king n queen was crowned!
Congrats Zoe n Ivan!!
will not talk tht much abt it now..
will post up loads of photos soon ..
pictures tell a story..
a picture paints a thousand words..
tht words alone cannot comprehend..

anw.. im sorry to all whose not-so-nice photos are on my blog now..
dint mean for it...
i tink they're nice..really nice..
cuz they're not done by me..
if its done by me it'd have been worse..
i love XIu.. she did up sucha nice blog for me!!
haha...XIU ... i LOVE YOU!!!

guess now..
i have a few people to thank..

Jo.. thanks for your daily reminders without fail..
you are always such an angel..
i guess i wldnt have done it without you..
i promise i'll see ya soon ya..

and next.. to Wendy..
i miss you frm the bottom of my heart..
im sooo sooo sorry there is no photo of you..
i promise you'll see one with u soon okay?
xiu went thru pains to do tis for me..
i feel bad enuff having to get her to change it..
i'll post fotos of us up okay?
and thanks so much for your encouragements..
i guess like u i cant forget stuff tht i want to too..
i know who exactly u mean..
i was there with u all along...
and oso im terribly sorry for the package tht i said wld reach u...
ever since ur birthday till now..
i know its a long time..
i still havnt got down to gettin it sent to ur add in US.
i havnt forgotten..
i know it all sounds like excuses.. im sorry..

its been reali hectic for me..
i cant even go home now..
cuz my hse is under renovation..
im stuck in hostel...sorry abt tht..

es..
i know QT is good for me..
i know tht for a fact..
im trying very hard..

Hy..
thanks for recognising the fact tht my "missing presence" was felt..
it means alot to me..
im sorry i dint let u know..
i was at my hall's dinner & dance..
wasnt MIA-ing or anytink..i'll see ya sooon on sat yeah..?

Angela.. my dear LALALA..
how are things in US?
gettin use to the life there alrdy?
pls dun come back slanging or "potato-ing"..
anw.. sorry for the photo..
u look pretty there..
its juz tht u look prettier than ever now? :)
i'll put up reali nicer ones of u soon okay?
esp your penguin-look-a-likes..
haha.. those we look at the airport ..
at NYDC.. at haagen Dazz.. n ur hse..i miss you...

Jennie n Debbie... GOTCHA@~!!
haha.. caught in the act!!
haha.. u have stalkers now..
watch behind you..
around u..
u never know when ur being watched??
haha.. maybe constantly.. ;)

Angeline..
you are welcome..
my pleasure..call on me ..
anytime.. as long as i can..
i'll be there..
regarding e photos..
i'll try to do sth.. haha..
but it oso depends on Ms gan xiujuan..hehe..

i guess thts the end of my post for now..
realy tired...
been "tu-ing" so long..
took so long to blog..
its alrdy 4am...
nitez evryone..
~tas

its 3am in the morning and i duno wat am i doing online..damn crap.. i guess i cant really fall aslp..its oso high time for me to start blogging.. there are far too many tags i have to reply to tht i cant reply all on my tags..guess far too many things happened e past few weeks..its been reali hectic..i hardly get a wink..falling sick alrdy..
last saturday was Hall eleven's dinner n dance..it was really elaborate n hall king n queen was crowned!Congrats Zoe n Ivan!! will not talk tht much abt it now.. will post up loads of photos soon ..pictures tell a story..a picture paints a thousand words..tht words alone cannot comprehend..
anw.. im sorry to all whose not-so-nice photos are on my blog now..dint mean for it...i tink they're nice..really nice..cuz they're not done by me..if its done by me it'd have been worse..i love XIu.. she did up sucha nice blog for me!!haha... i LOVE YOU!!!
guess now..i have a few people to thank..
Jo.. thanks for your daily reminders without fail..you are always such an angel..i guess i wldnt have done it without you..i promise i'll see ya soon ya..
and next.. to Wendy..i miss you frm the bottom of my heart..im sooo sooo sorry there is no photo of you..i promise you'll see one with u soon okay?xiu went thru pains to do tis for me.. i feel bad enuff having to get her to change it.. i'll post fotos of us up okay?and thanks so much for your encouragements..i guess like u i cant forget stuff tht i want to too..i know who exactly u mean..i was there with u all along...and oso im terribly sorry for the package tht i said wld reach u...frm ur birthday till now..i know its a long time.. i still havnt got down to gettin it sent to ur add in US. its been reali hectic for me..i cant even go home now..cuz my hse is under renovation..im stuck in hostel...sorry abt tht..
es..i know QT is good for me..i know tht for a fact..im trying very hard..
Hy..thanks for recognising the fact tht my "missing presence" was felt..it means alot to me..im sorry i dint let u know..i was at my hall's dinner & dance..wasnt MIA-ing or anytink..i'll see ya sooon on sat yeah..?
Angela.. my dear LALALA..how are things in US?gettin use to the life there alrdy?pls dun come back slanging or "potato-ing"..anw.. sorry for the photo..u look pretty there..its juz tht u look prettier than ever now? :)i'll put up reali nice ones of u soon okay?esp the penguin-look-a-likes..haha.. those we look at the airport ..at NYDC.. at haagen Dazz.. n ur hse..i miss you...
Jennie n Debbie... GOTCHA@~!!haha.. caught in the act!!haha.. u have stalkers now.. watch behind you..around u..u never know when ur being watched??haha.. maybe constantly.. ;)
Angeline.. you are so welcome..my pleasure..call on me .. anytime.. as long as i can..i'll be there..regarding e photos.. i'll try to do sth.. haha..but it oso depends on Ms gan xiujuan..hehe..
i guess thts the end of my post for now.. realy tired... been "tu-ing" so long..took so long to blog.. its alrdy 4am...~tas

Serena doesn't like blogging, so I shall help her to blog! :D

I lost weight! HAHHAHHAAH

ANYHOW

please blog more serena!

and Angela, your pic is very horrible (ya i think so too) cause i was looking through serena's archives for photos and i couldn't find yours so i dug up the first picture i could find of you :P which happened to be from Cha Guan and stuff!!!

- siiiiieeeeew

this is siew hijacking serena's spaceship!!

or in normal person speak, it's just me blogging in her blog instead of mine!!

serena was a darrrrling yesterday (together with qianhui) cause she came down to NUS to study with qianhui (study?! study?! omg) anyway they went for dinner while i was playing my laptop in the library one floor below them! and then serena and qianhui bought MILO back for me! and dao huay zui (however you spell it) for me!!! HAHHAHAH!

okay i love serena! and i love stinky too!

so much for having a free day..
i've not been doing anytink constructive at all all day...
watched a few videos n changed the position of my pc..
printed some notes at the free access lab..
goodness... thts wat i've done the whole day..
havnt even gone down to doin my tut for tmr morning..
oso.. i'll be goin back aft tut tmr..
havnt even pack my stuff..
sigh..
been thinking alot lately...
realised tht there are some things in life..
even as much as u want to forget..
u can never do it rite..
it keeps coming back...
memories are forever..
as much as u wanna erase them...
u cant..
oh well.. been slacking far too much..
i need more discipline..
~tas

i feel so bored..
its too hot to slp..
going down to can A in awhile...
to sign up for some Amore stuff..
planning to pack my room today..
cant go home tonite cuz i have morning lesson on a SATURDAY morning..
super boring nite i suppose..
evryone else is goin back except me..
hafta go for klass all alone..
hopefully i can finally get some proper studying n QT done..
~tas

tmr's my free day..
sigh.. but saturday got class early in e morning..
super sian...
there's still the silly dinner n dance thing on sat evening..
muz find sth to wear soon..
else they wont allow me in jeans...
hopefully can go buy sth tmr..
but tink i'll slp till late...
who kares anw...
sigh..
~tas

my new wishlist..

.. for now...

1. a brown or black adidas jacket
2. a adidas watch
3. driving license

~tas

i duno why heaven plays sucha joke on me..
is it destined ?
sometimes i really duno why..
i've been gettin on fine..
but why do u let me see you again..
an uncanny twist of fate...
juz to make me feel so crap all over again..
the world is so small..
even luke knows you..
why why why...????
im terribly upset with myself..
for being sucha weakling..
cant get a hold of myself...
~tas

beyond word..
beyond me.
~tas

soon reality will hit me n i'll come to realise tht both my good frenz ann n angela will be leaving alrdy...
ann's leaving later today...
cant believe tis is happening..
angela will be leaving on friday...
had dinner with angela tum angeline cheryl yu teo bong ps and angela's godbro...
had a great time today.. wished i dint hafta leave earlier..
miss them all alrdy...
the momo nus bash was a flop..
terrible to e pits..
i cant believe it turned out liddat...
xiu dropped by today too.. at my hostel..
i went by her hostel room too...
her place is so much nicer than ours..
but i still love my hall..
i love 54 !!
Goshh.. super tired now..
will blog again when i find e time..
will post the fotos too...
~tas

i realised tht evryday by the time i get down to my com its so late lardy..
been busy with all the hall activities...
its like .. *oh man*
skool's really hectic...
tutorial.. lectures are killing me alrdy..
workload is mad..
its only the beginning..
hardly have enuff slp..
had interblock games again today..
was the empire for the carrom match today..
i was intimidated by the players totally la..
they were so rowdy..
it scary la..
luckily welfare took over me for the final match..
our table was the determining team..
it was scary... exciting.. n even more so very stressful for me..
cuz there were so many things i hadta watch out for..
*sigh* luckily its over... a big sigh of relieve..
haha n 55 and pilot are cute beyond words...
went for the auditions and humiliated myself big time..
ben's voice is terrific though!!
i'll never ever get sick of hearing it...
its wonderful superbly good!!
evryone shld hear it one day...

was quite affected by the whole mysterious guy thing..
a really sick and disgusting moron thru n thru..
thx shifu & gor.. for standing up for me..
got lotsa more to update but i needta go shower n finish up my tuts for tmr..
got makeup lessons for national day...
somuch for my early week..
oh well.. hardly have 3hrs of slp a day...
i need slp.. else im really gonna konk out soon..
still got laundry to do...
*cries*
~tas

not in the mood to update..
will soon..
im so confused now..
really confused beyond words...
really so many things happened in so lil time..
i need time to breathe...
its so complicated...
but i need to know..
dun lie to me pls..
~tas

met xiu today...
its been quite some time sine we last met..
well i guess i'll never really get sick of meetin up with frenz..
esp close ones..
cuz i always feel close to them despite the physical distance..
i guess tis is e month where two of my super duper good frenz are leaving me to a faraway land..


Angela dear is goin off on 14 August Sunday to the States...

im gonna miss tis girl big time..
my wonderful klassmate for a whole two years..
my entire SAJC life to be precise..
sat beside her almost thruout my whole course of study there..
she is the one girl whom i can always count on when i need a ear..
when i need a friend.. when i need a shoulder..
or simply someone there for me whenever..
she's on special girl i'll never forget..
ANGELA PHUA.. U'll always be missed..
cuz somewhere far away frm where u'll be going..
there'll always be your friends here who'll always think of ya n love u still and for always..
Thanks for being the friend i'd never thot i'd have..
someone whom i can laugh n cry to.. smile and whine to.. even share secrets..
thx for e "dates" to e movies.. e lil treats.. and even being my dear "LALA.."
cuz im always "NANA..." :)

Ann Dear will be leaving on 17 August Wednesday to HongKong

to the girl i know frm first three months..
who became one of the closest to me in 03A22..
right from the beginning and even still aft we went to different klasses..
and nevertheless oso included me as part of the THREE MUSKATEERS..
and we stayed close as ever..
our lil gossip sessions to meet up never fail to draw us closer..
your blur-ness and smiles i'll never forget...
your caring ways and kindness shines thru..
Ann chow.. aka chowie!!
you'll always be love by me!!
i'll be looking fwd to more of you stayin over at my place..
rmb anytime when ur back u hafta come over..
fulfil ur promise we have more slpovers and we can chat thru e nite!!
you know tht we love ya.. call msg or come back often k..
Hong Kong isnt very far.. we'll meet again in no time!! :)

juz felt like saying i love you guys..
no matter where u are..
u know your not alone..
i'll be missing you...
~tas

im so sick and tired of my roomie..
she's totally weird n crazy..
seeting all the rules and trying to call e shots..
she is killing me..
i dun hafta listen to her anws..
why bother..
no listening to music.. or watch tv..
want to muz use headphones..
lights off at 11pm..
she locks the door even when she's in e room..
doesnt ever open e door when i knock..
chased my frenz out of the room when she off-ed the lights..
seniors, neighbours and frenz all scared of her dun dare to come in to watch tv or chat at all..
its making me feel so miserable..
cuz i hate loneliness..
and by tht she gives me no choice..
but to not stay in e room..
im goin home today.. like almost soon..
cant std her..
irritates me to the core..
though as much as i love hall 11 and blk 54...
as its always soo happening n fun..
she is a huge dampener man..
if only i can move out..
carris n i can move into another room..
*sigh*..
goin home now.. byebye hall 11..
will be back aft the weekend...
~tas

in sucha short time..
so many things happened...
im so naive..
i hate myself sths..
i lie..
i lie to myself time n again..
lie to those ard me..
try to be happy..
or at least appear to be..
wat a hypocrite..
so much drama in sucha short nite..
track.. competition... the blackout.. roomie..
CC-eagle.. waiy.. chua.. pighead...
gosh.. sigh..
i need slp alrdy...
~tas