i dun wanna see you cry..

There is no tender way to say it's the end
And so win or lose
I am forced to choose
Between a lover and a loving friend
Let me hear you say
How you curse the day
You opened up your heart to me
That you ever invited me in
Tell me I'm the loser and you win
I don't want to see you cry
I beg you try
Not to let the pain I'm causing reach your eyes
I don't want to see you cry
Aim your words like spears
Don't break me up by breaking down in tears
Hide your pain but when push comes to shove
Don't keep your pride
Locked deep inside
Rage against the dying of my love
Don't sigh my name
Give me all the blame
Call me less call me cruel
And accuse me of dealing in lies
Just don't let my leaving cloud your eyes
I don't want to see you cry
I beg you try
Not to let the pain I'm causing reach your eyes
I don't want to see you cry
Aim your words like spears
Don't break me up by breaking down in tears
Dreams come... dreams go
Some fade... some grow
Dream on, dream on
You've got no dream on
After I've gone.

Teardrops On My Guitar

He looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

He talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
He walks by me,
can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar
the only one i tink abt when i go to sleep
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

this week has been fun, stressful, draining altogether.. :D

a very eventful week..
so much so that i wish they can stagger n happen slowly instead of all at once..
i feel so helpless..
makes me wish somehow i can do something...
why does evrytink tht happen before my eyes but yet i cant do anytink abt it.
it makes me feel so awful tht all i can do is watch it happen.
wish i knew wat to do to chase e dark clouds away..
the feeling of loss of not knowing how to react, wat to do and the helplessness is killing me..
can someone pls help me get out of this?
:( ~tas

Memories captured in photos from the past few days, weeks, months and evry moment is and will be so special to me.. :D