had dinner with PQ becky jaime n candice to celebrate PQ's 21st !!
went to station kitchen to look for greg but he wasnt in..
bluff us... horrible greg.. so eyecandy no more today..
sadly.. had fun with e half animal gang again..
ah-ma camilia not ard... shenana oso not in town..
shall have one aft they come back! :)
happy birthday JO my dearest Godsis..
love ya loads...
and to my dear PQ.. :)
happy birthday in advance!!
working for e next few days..
hope its time well spent.. :)
~tas

Say the word and i will sing for you.

i kinda thought alot abt u..
too much.
friday was alot of fun..
saturday was extremely tiring..
overworked and extremely pissed..
worked with e most horrible persons ever.
met alot of new people though.
was at sentosa station for the N95 wireless challenge..
was supposed to be at orchard.
fell sick cuz of heckter..
the most irresponsible person ever.
sunday.. cell.. cldnt make it to GDOP..
felt sick.. celebrated keith's overdue birthday and samuel's one as well..
still in a state of shock right now..
tired. companied shane for supper for a short while..
recently i find tht e weirdest people say e most unexpected things to me..
too much shocks.. n now its slping time..
~tas

jaime's birthday... theme : back to skool..
explains e uniform.. :)

at jingmin's house :) bbq day!

officially introduced to my job n job scope today..
relatively easy but i realise tht it is more demanding than expected..
but its still fun :)

went st james for a flairing competition :)
nooo i dint take part of cuz..
i only break bottles... duno how to flair..
but Adrian.. pq's old-flAMe-love was flairing..
he got second!!! :)

went kitchen station aft tht :)
left cuz was a lightbulb..
wld have loved to stay for longer..
cuz i have new eye candy Greg! :)
he's super cute... n damn nice n sweet :)
too bad cant stay.. but will be there on monday again..
and many many days to come.. :) haha..
my new crush almost! :)
PQ is still there now..
on her rendezvous with handsome..
cant wait for monday :)
maybe i'll wanna go tmr!! cant wait for monday..
hahaha.. im crazy... :)

he msged again today..
wanted to clear up e misunderstding..
but i cant seem to bring it up..
it juz gonna make evrytink so very messed up..
Grrrrrrrrr!!! messy messy..
maybe siew is right.. im a shady skanky person..
but i dun wanna seem so moodswingly cranky ..
well but so be it la... no diff i guess..

kinda hope u n i can be friends again.
thought abt u alot lately..
this time all i want is you..
i guess im over tht alrdy.
juz hope our friendship exists..
ur goin abroad soon..
guess tis is it huh..
wont see ya again..
~tas

watched bridge to terabithia today..
e show is very love very nice..
but cried buckets..
met PQ for lunch :)
did alot of senseless things..
went ice cold beer..
met handsome fred..
e most nonsense person in a long while..
funny guy. qc checked :)

ended e day nicely with my dear friend n her dear boyfriend for supper at chomps :)
stinky came out today too !

tmr i officially start work!
i love my new job! :)
i need to work anyways..
been slacking far too much..
but its good too in a sense cuz i getta meet up with so many people..
i love meeting people :)
gonna watch the competition tmr too :)
hope its fun!
thurs meeting hilda!
its been soo loong..
finally :)
~tas

had a wonderful weekk!! :)
sooo eventful :)

worked at compassvale pt
sentosa with dz elaine yongjun :)
saw all e usual ppl there too..
cheryl brought her lil niece n nephew...
they are suer duper cute man!!
saw lala n tum there ! wat a coincidence!
played beach volley :)
was awesome!!
but i have a huge blue black on each hand..
it hurts man...
but i still wanna master playing beach volley...
someone pls teach me!!

Happy birthday Jaime!!!!
jaime's birthday
met up with all e rest felicia jaime ck
audrey's brother andrew was e sweetest man..
no wonder jaime was so into him..
he serenade evryone with his awesome voice as a gift to jaime..

went tanning on sunday...
im quite tan now..
wanna go again tis week :)
need more tan !!

met shu one e way..
watched priceless today w alex :)
its a great show..
was in french though..
but it was good..
had sushi tei for dinner
yumyumyum!
met Hilda too at sushi tei..
wat a small world..

tmr meeting pq :) so happy!
~tas

cut my hair.
i have short fringe now.
back is quite short too.
i look emo-nerdy..
pucks..
~tas

i had a reali nice lunch today.
its good food n fantastic company!
just with siew :)
i laughed so much
and it feels reali good :)
its been ages since we last shopped juz chill e aftnoon away..
like taitais with nth better to do..
it totally made my day :)
~tas

im sorry i snapped at you.
but i dint know how to tell you either..
dint wanna create a din..
so juz said im goin to slp.
dint want tht either.
~tas

i am someone chanced upon.
how nice :) awfully sweet isnt it.

had a nice lunch with lala n cj today :)
met at serene's then went spore island cty club.
its really so good to finally see her again.
dinner with how pq who happen to be sick again for e millionth time..
sick people ate KFC today..
laughed at e silliest things ever..
met alvyn at e funniest moment of e nite.
coincidental.
~tas

Happy birthday Nolan :)
~tas

there are some things i never understd..
some things tht are so hard to believe..
like how some things are so intentionally chanced upon..
while others are coincidentally coincidental..
certain things are juz unexplained..

i won $40 playing Mj with two experts..
its juzt luck isnt it...?
mind playing tricks..
i've been sick for quite some time now..
yet it feels like its intentional..
even i dun understd at all..
asked Alex to explain it to me..
even he cant give me an ans..
juz so tht i deserved it as much..
it hurts. it does. so bad.
kinda scared i hafta operate on it..
tonsils are swollen tht its visible on e sides of my face..
gosh.. somehow i duno wat im gettin myself into..
kinda stupid i feel.
who wldnt wanna get well, seriously.

like when i said i was totally over you.
yet i repeatedly mention you again n again..
its been a year now.
yet we cant even talk.
it seems so hard isnt it.
i duno if its excuses u came up with..
i guess i accepted it.
wishing somehow we'll be friends again.
nothing else juz as friends.
hard too huh...
i guess since u'll be goin to aust soon..
i wldnt be able to bump into you..
coincidents dun reali happen when u want them to i guess.
doubt i will getta see ya before u leave..
so.. all e best! :) takekare.
~tas

my throat hurts so bad i cant take it anymore..
had gastric whole of today
cuz i took too many painkillers
cuz e pain in my throat was killing me
n i had work so it was doubly torturous
somehow i feel like i dun want myself to get better
i have no idea why so
i dint realise earlier
but i feel like i subconciously do it on purpose
and i only realise now
reason being tht its subconciously
i dun have a reason
like tht i duno e reason why i do wat i do anymore
tas

i feel guilty now..
duno why shld i be..
cuz i know i dint do anytink..
i duno wat i shld do thts why i mentioned u again..
i duno if i wanted to..
or im using u as an excuse..
it feels like whenever i feel messed up i juz say its u..
blame it all on you..
but why do u say its juz you and me?
~tas

down with fever migraine n tonsilitis..
its a throat inflammation.. swelled till its too painful to swallow..
somehow.. it got worse over e weekend and when i went to e docs today..
i had to get a jab... poor me.. *poutz*
sad me... haha im so wanting sympathy now..
in a totally whiny mood now..
cuz i feel completely tortured...
throat hurts so bad...
i cant go out at alll...
*cries*
~tas

i dint know if it was u..
e resemblance was too striking..
i was almost staring..
was it you? tell me.
there isnt another way to know.
~tas