Sunday, November 20, 2005

mummy juz had an op...
now her face swelled up real bad..
stayed home to look aft her on saturday..
she was crying so bad...
felt so helpless cant do anytink...
she cldnt sleep all nite..
so poor thing...
ahhhh..

God, Pls take her pain away...
it pains me to see her liddat..
Gosh..
~tas

posted @ 11:05 am
 


Friday, November 18, 2005

juz talked to MOMMY on e fone...
gosh.. show sounded so pitiful...
she's got bad bad bad tooth ache...
in massive pain rite now..
must duno dow at root canal treatment...
all my life never see her liddat so poor thing before...
sigh... poor thing.. hope she'll get better...

havnt seen my family in like duno how long..
oh man... :(
hopefully goin back today..
never like e thot of goin back to e house other than my own comfy bed n room..
theres like no motivation for me to go back...
well so much for being a family..
oh well.. dun wanna say anytink more...
i kinda detest hall life now...
dun ask why...
never did share a room with anyone all my life..
now .. argh.. ahhhhhh....
wanna kill myself...
exams are killing me actualli...
no need to do it myself...
sigh...
study stUDY STUDY>..........
~tas

posted @ 1:14 pm
 


Thursday, November 17, 2005

duno how i manage to chat till i found myself in tears...
crappy stuff... :(
family... dad... mum..
sux man...
wrong time to tink abt it..
time to head back to my books!! :)
~tas

posted @ 2:36 am
 



im soo in love with tis perfume..
i recently found out abt..
its called Narciso Rodrigues...
its sold at tangs..
its super nice..
kinda sweet..
kinda classy..
found e scent v familiar..
cant seem to say why though..
but i like it very very much...
its e new item on my wish list..
super duper ultra in love with it...

am trying very hard to study...
but duno why always end up online..
*sigh*
~tas

posted @ 12:17 am
 


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

duno why oso...
i suddenly feel sooo upset..
like as if my world's fallin down on me...
its a crazy feeling..
maybe its cuz i havnt studied a single bit all day..
n i have like 3 more papers coming up..
juz duno wassup with myself...
feeling so demoralised..
ever since e maths paper..
feel so crappy..
roomie came back today with shoppin bags...
cuz she finished her exams....
juz showed off her pretty clothes n shoes n makeup to me...
Awwww... making me feel sooo jealous...
sigh.. Argh.. *wails*
how come i end soooo late....???
*cries*
i need discipline.

For God did not give us a spirit of fear,
but a spirit of power,
of love and of self-discipline.
2 Timothy 1:7

~tas

posted @ 10:14 pm
 



im not e sort of person
who falls in n quickly out of love
but to you i gave my affection
right frm e start
i hav a lover who loves me..
how could i break sucha heart..
but still u get my attention..

why do u come here when u know i've got troubles in life..
why do u call me when u know i cant ans the fone..
you make me lie.. when i dun want to..
and u make someone else some kinda unknowing fool..
and u make me stay when i shld not..
Are u so strong..
u resolve the wakness in me..
why do u come here and pretend to be juz passing by
i mean to see u...
i mean to hold u
time n time again

feeling guilty
worried
waking frm tormented slp
this soul love have been bound
a new love thts me

if i choose now
i'll lose out
oh one of u hasta fall..
and i need u... you

why do u come here when u know i've got troubles in life..
why do u call me when u know i cant ans e fone u lie?
u make me lie when i dun want to..
and u make someone else some kinda unknowing fool..
and u make me stay when i shld not
Are u strong u resolve e weakness in me..


why do u come here n pretend to be juz passing by..
i mean to see you
i mean to hold u..
time n time again

~tas

posted @ 8:45 pm
 


Tuesday, November 15, 2005

HaPPY BIRTHDAY XIUJUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~tas

posted @ 11:59 pm
 


Monday, November 14, 2005

a good friend is a connection to life - a tie to e past,
a road to e future, e key to sanity in a totally insane world

success doesnt come to you
u go to it
its how u deal with failure,
not how u deal with success
tht determines who in e end reali makes it

if one is going to change things
one has to make a fuss n catch e eye of e world
life is averb not a noun
life is a big broad splendid in opportunity
it is toi be used not cherished
it is to be spent not saved
be as outrageous as u wanna be.

e more lost u are
e more u have to look fwd to
in e world there is a balance of good n bad,
so when a bad day comes,
know tht a good day is juz ard e corner

sths u hugs ur pillow n cry at night,
but tis doesnt mean tht life is bad.
it juz means tht's e way it is.
life is rich

it is impt to follow ur wishin heart

think of crying as singin'
you wldnt want to keep a song inside when u had an urge to sing
cryin' reminds us tht we're moved by life's sorrows
n beauties n we're participatin' in them all fully

i dream, therefore i become.
e future belongs to those who believe in e beauty of their dreams.

dont compromise yourself
you are all u've got
i believe strongly in my personal magic

i aint no damsel in distress
n i dont need to be rescued

if it is to be, it is up to me

happiness is not a station u arrive at
but a manner of travellin'

exude happiniess & u'll feel it back a 1000 times
Action is e antidote to despair
Never try to do anytink
just do it
if u rest, u rust

never say u cant do it,
say u can and do it
if u tink u can, you can.
n if u think u cant you're right.

e body achieves wat e mind believes.
it looks impossible until u do it
and then u find it possible

its all up to us.
Remember, there were people who said e airplane cldnt fly.

I am wat i am.

wat a lovely surprise to discover how unlonely being lonely can be.
solitude is e salt of personhood.
it brings out e authentic flavour of evry experience

i may not be rich in material terms,
but... i feel rich in spirit.
tht all tht counts to me.
we are not human beings tryin to be spiritual.
we are spiritual beings tryin to be human

ride into your life on a creative cycle of juice,
abundance & estatic wonderment

if u risk nothing, then u risk evrything
only she who attempts e absurd can achieve e impossible

life is like a bus :
u can get on and go somewhere
or u can juz sit there and watch it pass u by.

Persistence is e twin sister or excellence.
One is a matter of quality, & e other , a matter of time.
Its 5% talent, 15% skill & 80% hanging in there.

i make e most of all tht comes & least of all tht goes

she who laughs, last.
laugh as much as possible,
always laugh.
it is e sweetest thing one can do for oneself.
and one's fellow human beings.
laugh & e world laughs with u.
weep & u weep alone.

posted @ 11:44 pm
 


Tuesday, November 08, 2005


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XIu.. u said u can find u rite.. haha..
 tis post is for u... hehehe.. :P
its a classic..
u can never find xiu dressed like tis anywhere else..
cuz its a sporty xiu! haha..

posted @ 3:56 pm
 


Monday, November 07, 2005

posted @ 12:11 pm
 



Bong's birthday!! a lil belated.. but here are shots we took...

posted @ 11:54 am
 




my notice board..

posted @ 11:51 am
 




my hostel room..
messy as always..

:)

posted @ 11:47 am
 



P.U.S.H.
Pray Until Something Happens
~tas

posted @ 11:39 am
 


Sunday, November 06, 2005

nobody said it gonna be easy..
but its scaring me out of my wits...
i need to be in control of myself...
but im still trembling..
~tas

posted @ 9:03 pm
 



for once im gettin e jitters...
feeling so insecure..
reali afraid.
its makin me tremble..
fear...
never felt like tis before...
someone tell me wat to do..
~tas

posted @ 9:01 pm
 


Thursday, November 03, 2005

tink i better make it clear..
Alvin ah beng is blk 54 4th floor one..
my kor... Mr Isolation cum Hermit..
the attitude one is blk 56 one..
the blk 54 3rd fllor one is Huimin's interest..
play snooker.. E....n's roomie..
Alvyn is chong.. in army goin brunei..
and the other one.. last one is Pauline's friend..
too many Alvin-s..
its craziness..
~tas

posted @ 2:49 pm
 



was over at Ah beng - Alvin's juz now..
had a few drinks..
feelin so slpy now..
its terribly boring trying to study tis late at nite...
hopefully tmr will be a better studyin day..
Alvyn called juz now..
he's at MAMBO...
well.. he'll be leaving for brunei anyways...
takekare dude.. :)
im off now..
~tas

posted @ 3:28 am
 


Wednesday, November 02, 2005

i am feeling happy..
not sure why..
duno if happy is used aptly..
but somehow i feel tis gladness in me..
kinda made me smile..
for no apparent reason..
kinda puzzling..
oh wells...
its good.
thts all tht matters..
~tas

posted @ 5:34 pm
 



Exam Date
Exam Time
Subject
Venue
Seat No.


09-NOV-2005
1330-1600
HP101
HALL C-Block S4, Basement 3, South Spine
195


11-NOV-2005
0930-1200
HE101
HALL C-Block S4, Basement 3, South Spine
375

14-NOV-2005
1330-1600
HE103
HALL F-Multi-Purpose Hall, Sports & Recreation Centre
1166

21-NOV-2005
0930-1200
HE102
HALL F-Multi-Purpose Hall, Sports & Recreation Centre
1118

23-NOV-2005
0930-1200
HS101
HALL D-Basketball Court, Sports & Recreation Centre
435

25-NOV-2005
1430-1700
MB107
HALL F-Multi-Purpose Hall, Sports & Recreation Centre
1245

posted @ 4:51 am
 


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

me. sad.
why. exams.
where now? home.
why. lazy to go back hall.
going? sleep.
why. tired.
heartbroken.
:(
~tas

posted @ 10:18 pm