i finally bought the ck watch tht i lusted for for soooo long!
*happinesssss* really superrrrrduperrrrrrroooooliciously happy!!! :)
LUST WORTHY! :) :0 gorgeous isnt it? :)
Black nailsssssss :)

I am so in love with CHUCK! :)
~tas

i guess i havnt been the most rationale person ever.
but its been quite a long while now.
im really quite tired.
its was a hugeass success i must say.
i'm still looking for a job though.
so if anyone has a job to recommend, pls do.
i guess right now, im not intending to be a nice person.
cant say why and wat do i mean,
but i am certainly not gonna bother abt anyone or anything.
i live life the way i want to and the way i like it.
i like the way things are but i do know it can be better.
i havt no idea wat exactly im getting at cuz like you always say,
im a bundle of contradictions. and i know i am.
~tas

new changes new plans. :(

for once, i am really contemplating to leave.
in all seriousness.
even my dad has given the go ahead.
there is pretty much nothing here tht keeps me.
i really wish this will work out.
NYC wait for me :)

i was so disappointed in you.
you gave me hope and shattered them.
and now you dropped me.

there calls for no reason to stay anymore.
somehow i guess a whole new lease of life awaits me.
i need a change, a new environment.
and this is my break.
it could really work out.
i want to get out, and maybe fast.

its funny how things work sometimes.
shane found a job here, and he plans to live here.
while here i am, hoping for my chance to leave.

life is full of uncertainties and as much as i am uncertain what i would be leaving behind,
i do really want to give it a shot.
*keeping my fingers crossed*
~tas

making melodies in my heart~!

the trip made me change my mind abt sooo many things..
so many things that i have never thought abt.
had quite alot of time to think abt alot of stuff.
really enjoyed my time.
~tas