at chris daughtry's performance! :)

vincent shin yoshi roger greg!

i duno wat the hell i want.
i duno wat am i doing to myself.
im confused.
i hate to be in sucha predicament..
am i imagining all these..
i know tht im messing my own life.
but i duno how else wat to do.
i dun want to be feeling this way.
im so messed up.
i want out.
i want to escape.
shitte happens.
~tas

thank you. you.
even if u wont see this. ty.
~tas

ONCE AGAIN PLS DO ME This HUGE FAVOR!!
PLS VISIT THIS LINK...
i know its is a little nonsensical..
but i need to clock the number of visits.
reali need it. thanks.
http://www.ultrablog.com.sg/blog.asp?u=edude

~tas

HappY BirthdaY John!! :)
have a blast alrite? :D
~tas

singapore isnt a heartless city aft all..
seen 4 good deeds done today..
n a random stranger offered me a smile card.
e pass it on sort.. though i dint take it..
wld rather someone who needs it more than i do have it.
but it brought a smile to my face n my heart.
it gives me a warn fuzzy feeling to see someone do sth for someone else..
even more so for a stranger..
giving up a seat to a pregnant lady..
helping an elderly person etc..

today found out something really upsetting n saddening as well.
Mrs Serene Ng passed away last nite while giving birth..
she was my sec skool teacher..
it made me think alot all day today..
tht life is so fragile..
a happy occasion can take a turn for e worse..
it made me feel tht all e more i shldnt live with regrets.
dun forget to say that thank you to e one who did u good.
dun hesitate to say what u want to to e one who means so much to you..
dun be afraid to say tht i love you to e ones u really do.
dun wait till its to late to do n say e things u want to.
be true to yourself.
love n care for those ard u.
~tas

Shin :)
with the girls :) cherie n vanessa!

at eve with yinghao vincy randy n ah pau!!! :)
at new asia bar..

Its when ur hurt by e someone u like..
e someone who means e most to u,
thts when it causes u e most pain.
~tas

i realise. in my life.
im surrounded by the sweetest people alive.
e love tht they shower on me is enuff to last me a whole lifetime.
i dun wanna take anyone for granted.
im really grateful to all.
u made my life so filled with love, smiles, hope & evrytink nice.
thank you for being so sweet to me.
thank you.
it means a world to me.
~tas

Its a love-hate relationship.

i love ur smell.
i love ur taste.
i love e bitter-sweet after taste.
ur so nice i want more
and i need u so i wont daze.
i depend on u almost evryday.
u keep me awake.
u keep my mind alert.
u help me complete my work.
u help me concentrate.
but i cant have u cuz of my gastric.
but i need you to keep me going.
i cant live without u.
for u make me not wanna go to sleep.
but u cause my stomach to churn.
its almost like butterflies in my tummy.
in a different way.
u make my stomach hurt so bad.
i sometimes wish u away from me.

i love you.
but at e same time i hate you.
its a love-hate relationship.
with COFFEE.
~tas

Yoshihiko :) cute?
lili n i at spinelli's


desmond when he came to smu to have lunch with me! :)

chern is going back to UK..
rach is goin to australia....
dinner at MFM... :) yum yum!

post some photos up from the mini-a21 gathering we had.. :)

camwhores~!

its been quite some time since e last time i feel like tis.
not exactly totally at peace..
but neither am i extremely happy..
but i feel kinda good abt it..
im trying to make some stuff to sell.
cards keychain etc..
juz things tht i enjoy making..
feel very arty farty nowadays..
come to tink abt it..
i love arts.. i love making crafts..
i hope i get down to doing it right :)
feeling so tired now..
need a nap. sighs.
~tas

im falling sick ever too often.
and i hate it.
~tas

feel like crap today..

was in a reali good mood..

but kept wanting to throw up..

extremely bad migraine...

warning.. angsty post.
read at own risk. dun complain.

REVELATION
you go by another name jerk.
flirt. and tht as much as u seem sincere
maybe not. juz a little smooth.
not worth emo-ing over.
so much for asking if i was feeling better
saw u at eve. when realization set in.
it was oso tht nite i realise i've always been looKing at you at too close a proximy to realise wat sorta person you are..
i was blind.
maybe sometimes i tink i have gullible written all over my forehead.

Of late, its been crying nites.. but it will all stop.
cried till my eyes felt like they cant take it anymore..
guess i have no one else to blame but myself.
it all stops at tis.

Yoshihiko n i gonna catch a movie on thursday!
im quite excited :)
i guess his smile alone will brighten up anyone's shadowed day.
e one thing i can smile abt :D

was on e Mrt tht day on e way back..
when tis incident totally brought a smile to my face.
thank you, whoever you are.
i really appreciate it!

watched 3 movies in a row..
movie marathon
Sunshine Amelie & Music n Lyrics
AMelie was juz way below wat i was expecting..
been wanting to catch it for e longest time..
but i was duely cheated.
Sunshine could have been better..
and Music n Lyrics was juz sweet.
awfully sweet.

watched epic movie juz awhile ago..
its bad. seriously.
badly done. not tasteful at all.

No reservations is really sweet.
pls go catch it.
though it reminds me of you.
i wana thank you for evrytink you taught me.
for evrytink i learnt from you.
n for giving me a lesson of my life.
determined to leave it all in e past.
~tas

im looking for a new wallet... :D
duno wat exactly im looking for though..
shall go shoppin to hunt for one..
anyone has any nice recommendations? :)
~tas

STOMACH FLU!!!!!!!!!!
the PAIN is KILLLLING ME....
someone HELLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!
pain pain pain pain pain!!!! :(
~tas

im a mess and i always mess evrytink up.
sucha emotional wreck. im feeling super emo now.
and im eating chocolates.
its an anti-depressant rite?
why isnt it making me happy??
u deserve much better than me.

feeling reali outta sorts still..
David was right when he said tht im juz too sensitive..

had lunch with David today..
guess somehow i enjoy such company..
no need to tink so much abt anytink else..
juz pure jabbing and saying mean things..
makes life easier.. fun too!

watched "Thank you for smoking" and "My super ex-girlfriend"
both good. not fantastic. juz good.
wanna catch more shows soon..
~tas

the way things are now makes it all e more difficult for me..
i no longer want to whine abt u cuz i see no sense in doing tht..
or telling anyone for tht matter..
it upsets me how things have changed so fast..
when im feeling so emotional n it not meaning a thing to u at all..
guess i was fooled big time..
dint want any part of it.
it hurts.

For once in a long time i was high on alcohol.
the last time was dixon.
now its you.
why mess with my head.
it stings. it does. real bad.
i juz need and want out.
need to stop tinking abt u.
need to get over you.
feel so tormented.
its not worth it.
its suffocating.
wish n still hope tht things can go back to e way it used to be..
for some reasons i still do.
No reservations is almost out.
BUt i doubt u remember.
For quite awhile it sorta dawned on me tht there has to be something i dint do right.
dunoo wat it is.
will i ever find out?
i guess for a long while i was asking myself ..
juz was it wrong with me?
does the problem lie with me?
why does tis always happen to me?
was it sth i did or say wrong?
why does it have to be this way?

i tink im so over the top.

watched ratatoulie last nite :)
it was super cute!!!!!

stomach flu is KILLING me.
hurts like hell.
was so bad last nite i felt like i was gonna die.
hurts still on n off..
a whole lot better than last nite.
but whenever i have anytink to eat or drink it works up again.
hate tis feeling.
wish u were here with me..
to tell me evrytink is gonna be alright.

all these random thoughts.
arghh.
~tas