e day i cut hair.. damn short..
my cousin n me :)
cell - sam's birthday :)
bernice n me again..
council outing at Glasshse - fish n co.

happy birthday my dear friend.. :) :) :)

i have a reali crazy friend.. but she's juz so dear to me..
my PSF.. know her for duno how long.. 7 years? or more?
congrats.. reali happy for u too :)
takekare and stay happy okie..

~tas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST PSF!!!
hope u hav e most wonderful birthday ever!!!
~tas

reali random ..
imiss my shifu whom i dint talk to in forever.
n my darling darling.. who is too busy to have time for me now..
i miss ann chow.. when u coming back??
i miss e lil angel as well.. i guess i wont meet u again unless maybe in skool.
i miss stan too.. hope u are a-okay now.
~taaas

cut my hair today.
short. very short.
sad. no more long hair.
sighs.
~tas

ug;y fotos we took but still muz post!! haha

so much drama.
i dun need anymore. thanks.
~tas

bought even more random stuff today..
i bought 3 pairs of sunglasses too..
i tink im mad. but oh wells was fun cam whoring..
had pq for company! so fun! :)
she's mad ! reali mad ! but still fun !!
met "no la" today for e dinner he supposedly owes me..
but was too full.. i still owe him supper la..
dint hang long.. was quite tired oso..

made dad very angry n upset today..
juz had a huge quarrel with him..
cuz i wanted to work at attica..
but he dint allow..
ended shoving money in my face..
i felt so insulted la..
but i guess he did it cuz he care for me..
i juz feel like shitte..
made him so upset..
went by his room.. realise he still not slping..
felt so bad.. i actuali apologised n gave daddy a hug..
i sure hope he's not tooo bothered by it..
gave him my word i wont work there alrdy..
sorry pq.. :(

feel slpy alrdy..
gonna watch a show n then slp!
nite nite!! :)
~tas

So XIU had this awesome idea.

Aren't we all tired of going to Orchard day after day?
Or say shopping malls after shopping malls?
Don't you crave something new?
Something different? :D


Meet up with XIU and ME on Monday! :D
We're going....... to the ZOO!
hahah and followed by the Singapore Art Museum
and Little India and Chinatown!
We'd be tourists for a day! :D
Just drop me a msg or something and come along! :D

Please come. :(
The more the merrier!
(stolen frm xiu's blog.. damn lazy to type.)

~tas

was i outta my head??
was i outta my mind??
i spent close to a thousand dollars tiz weeek..
i feel so guilty now :(
retail therapy la.. watever.

got my new specs today...
bought a pair of soccer boots..
bought alot of accessories too..
earings.. many of them!!
i tink i need to lock myself up.
no more shopping.
need to get contacts too..
running out alrdy...
well i guess i need a job most.
a well paying job.
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!
~tas

the tallest frenz i ever know..





Princess YINGWEN"S 21st birthday!!

alex lookin spastic..


me taking nonsense fotos.. too bored..

lond overdue fotos of us at little india.. :)

juz called to book to dye n highlight my hair..
wanna try some different colours..
wanted to perm oso..
but i duno whether i'd look normal anot..
haha.. dun wanna look old.. nvm la..
juz go there n see lo..
oh wells.. gonna go collect specs soon! :)
so exciting la..
woke up quite early...
talked to Gor for quite some time...
reali full of nonsense lo..
but ah beng ma.. no choice..
onli sincere in teling white lies..
haha

i duno why..
but some people juz make me feel lost..
they make me stumped..
loss for words..
feel stupid n idiotic..
its not good...
i dun like PMS-ers..
~tas

mum told me e funniest things abt myself when i was a kid..
reminising e old times..

she said i was an independent kid who dint like to be spoonfed.
i ate on my own. did all my homework myself.
but i was e most stubborn kid alive.
i wldnt do things ppl ordered me ard to do.
i dun like to sit in a pram but like to push it.
i was a barbarian who always fight with my brothers.
scolding them and wanting things done my way.
im sucha spoilt lil brat!
mum n dad cldnt control me at all..
they said im spoilt rotten..
cuz i always had my grandfather to back me up no matter wat..
and i onli listened to HIM!

i was oso a perfectionist..
i had to score full marks for evrytink..
both english n chinese spelling n dictation..
maths n even art n craft..
i juz hadta geta perfect score..
i'd cry like buckets of tears if i get like below hundred for any spelling..
dad n mum will try to appease me with evrytink n say tht its ok..
but its onli me unhappy with myself..
wat a weirdo la..!!!!

and wats most shocking is tht..
she said i knew howta sing alot of cantonese songs when i was a kid..
and i fascinated all my uncles n aunties..
but now when i tink abt it..
it fascinates me even more..
cuz i reali dun even know howta sing a single canto song now!!

also mum was telling me...
although i was v independent since young..
when i was a kid i hated goin to childcare centre..
changed several childcare centres cuz i hated them..
and i never stayed long in each place..
not even for 2 weeks at each childcare centre..
i was a terror in some sense..
i dint like childcare..
so i dint eat or slp.. or played with any kid ..
i dint like e teacher or people there..
mum had no choice but to take me out.
cuz i was literally dying there..
i was so stubborn i wont take a single bite of food.
neither did i talk to a single other person..
a total anti-social freak.
who was either damn quiet or cried non-stop.
thts why i had to visit several child PAEDITRICIANS..
mum actuali thot sths reali wrong with me..
but turned out im fine..
mum was juz paranoid..
juz tht she was seriously worried she had a weird daughter..
thts why since young i never had to worry abt bad results..
cuz i dun get scolded for doing badly.. :) haha

i was oso damn fussy with food..
i almost dint like to eat anytink much..
even if i like it.. i eat very little.
tht was why i was reali scrawny as a kid..
BUT duno wat happened now though...
maybe i shld be fussy again! HAHA..

she oso mention i was a real tyrant..
barbaric.. whole family oso scared of me..
i demanded alot of things..
shouted at my siblings..
screamed alot too..
and i usually get wat i want or else i cry a hell lot..
i was a real crybaby. still is.
cried over e slightest things.
wat a terror i must say..
im in awe of myself!!!

muz ask mum wat other interesting facts i cant rmb abt myself..
its so cute n interesting.. haha.. laughed so much.. im dying.. :) :)
~tas

reckless me.. made a pair of specs today...
cost me three hundred plus la......
its frm miu miu..
irritating brother psycho-ed me into making them...
well i guess they look pretty good..
hahaha... but seriously..
there goes my next month's pay..
if i even earn tht much..
guess i reali need to go get a proper job..
sticky rice dun have enuff money to pay even half of my new frame..
i havnt been earning anytink yet im spending like im a tai tai..
im so dead..
and im still asking e whole world to go out with me..
oh wells.. im not gonna kare..
i dun wanna rot n die at home..
shall continue.. at e most my acct will run dry..
heck it lo..

met julier bers n aunt belle today.. so fun..
its a rare sight tht both my brothers are out with me..
and it wasnt chinese new year la..
haha.. quite cute la... laughed alot..
had so much fun!!
talkin abt bfs n kopitiam kids...
hahhaahaha

was juz reminded by becks abt tis old nick..
"the thought of u makes my heart jump a little'
maybe its true now.
~tas

i love to talk rubbish / nonsense !!
somehow.. feeling like shitte now..
gotta get out of e hse..
meeting bernice n julia in juz abit :)
i hate fickle-minded people.
includes myself.
~tas

~emotional rollarcoaster~

sea-expedition - aftermath
well looks like sleeping is reali good for muscle-aches too..
cuz i feel no pain anymore.. :) :)
goood for me.. i thot it'll be ard for awhile.. :)
i thot my arms were gonna kill me yesterday..
cuz my whole body hurt so bad esp e arms.
gonna go out today!! yay!! :)
~tas

im gonna crash.
dying of pain.

gonna start work soon.
hope it'll be fun.
beat stayin home bumming all day..

thanks for e call.
thanks for evrytink.
now i see things alot clearer...
thanks for ur theories.
its amazing how u always manage to talk me round n make me smile.
thanks. :)

~tas

im dying dying dying..
pain pain pain pain pain...
sea expedition killed me .
tink im bedridden tmr too..
hurts so much i feel like choppin off my arms..
canoeing or rather kayaking is a killer la..
went to frog island...
i reali tink my arms gonna drop off..
even typing is a chore now..
anyone wanna entertain me on e fone??
tink thts e onli thing i can do..
e onli thing i have energy to do..
maybe i'll juz go off..
~tas

i duno why i always get so confused by such things..
i guess i never reali know..
i duno why you matter so much to me..
when you dun give a damn abt me..
i juz wanna know wat u tink..
know how u feel..
know wat u like..
juz able to see u im happy.
and i love talkin to you.
did i mention? :)
sths i feel like im e silliest person alive.
~tas

heartbroken
~tas

gonna go for sea expedition tmr morning...
gotta wake up damn early...
hope it'll be good..
cuz i dun wanna waste my whole sunday..
out baking in e sun not having fun..
it'll be good..
will take my mind off alot of things.
i need slp.
been sick for e longest time.
~tas

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YINGWEN!!!
finally 21!! :) :)
~tas

i tink i fall too easily..
cuz i tink im falling for u..
i feel uneasy when i dun see u..
i feel like i miss ya alrdy..
ever since u walked away tht day..
i knew i fell.
we dun talk tht much anymore
havnt seen u in so long..
i wanna see u.
~tas

Alex said tis:
the rain will never always be falling
so look out for your rainbow :)
i love tis phase somehow.
~tas

had quite a nice surprise when i woke up today..
mum bought me two more pairs of shoes!
gosh i feel so horrible..
spending so much..
yet im not even working..
spending off mummy..

haha quite happy i gotta talk to u..
though it was juz a lil while.. :) :)

maybe starting work next week if all goes well..
v lowly paid job i muz say..
but better than bumming ard i guess..
at least i reali like e place..
posh n nice :)

guess im gonna see u ard in skool quite alot..
i hope i get used to it .
~tas

i feel so silly.
too silly to be true!

went to watch soccer match today..
support e SA team...
but they lost. sadly.
met GK there though...
too cute to be true...

SUPER DUPER HAPPY TODAY!!!
i finally bought NARCISO RODRIGUES limited edition perfume!!!!!!!
i simply love it!!!! its so pretty!!! :) :) :)
bought two pairs shoes as well!! simply gorgeous!!
spent a bomb..
dint go to e isetan sale though..
too crowded...

wenta catch MI-3 today with Alex..
it was damn funny la.
e show was okay i guess..
not as good as i heard though.
went to ECP beach aft tht..
been wanting to go there for a long time..
finally. but it felt so different..
not as nice as expected..
cuz i tink e part of e beach there not nice..
not much breeze...
thanks so much for e company n sending me back!

but still damn sick.
its worse now.
sighs.

actuali i do miss you.

wish there is someone i can talk to now.

~tas

met jaime sandra pq..
then raffles..
went forum HRC and muddy's...
met some seniors on e way..
then met lala bong angel rongjun n ps..
watched da vinci code movie ..
nothing reali tht fantastic..
bored me out quite a lil..
thanks anyways LALA for e tix dear..
well feeling sick now..
dying.. but still alive...
haha.. :) :)
had quite a day! :)
~tas

kerrie pq n me at attica..
they applying for job...
so cool i wanna do too!
sighs.. they both got e job!
they starting work friday!
how i wish i can too..

~tas

im so confused..
u always do tis to me..
im glad but sad..
why why why..
i kinda know tht i shldnt try to hard ..
then maybe it'll be better...
it may work out..
for once...
duno wat is it abt u tht attracts me like a magnet..
it sux..
~tas

e more u dun want me to go..
all e more i will..
will go for e interview soon..
so wat if its night life..
i dun bother...
dun give a heck abt it...
im going thts final..
wat can u do?
lock me up??
gnd la........
u are in no position to lecture me anyways.
~tas

i totally love the BIMBs thanks u guys for e Adidas watch... i LOVE it... simply a wonderful surprise!!!! :) thanks angel debz bong ann yingwen angela n neo!!! :) :) :) :) :) thank God for u guys! You guys are the most amazing frenz i have known.. !! reali appreciate it all!! :) :) :)
~tas

retarded pppl i know n love!! :) totally had so much fun laughing la!

i have such cute frenz... we all love to play table soccer did i mention?? hahaha..

have e most amazing frenz ever...
its been forever since i last saw them..
n today meeting them was like..
oh man.. old skool...
we talked abt cedar days...
ghost stories..
act like ah beng ah lians..
even wanted to drink bubble tea to reminise e old times..

play arcade..
played para para.. DDR.. daytona.. bishibashi!!
table soccer rocks best la!! :) :) :)
okok.. i know im childish la..
but with them..
cant reali help it lo..
reali miss these ppl..
such cutie pies.. :)
we're gonna have a bbq at sara wei's hse soon!!
hahaha happy lo!!
hope to see them soon again..
i love meeting up with old frenz..
met pq kerrie CK zhenru and birthday girl Jaime !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAIME!!! :)
love ya all!
~tas

i realise i have e lamest cutest funniest and sweetest frenz ard..