"its juz complicated".. in Andry's words..
funny how it sounds sometimes..
the same words said by different people..
yet stands for something with so different meaning..
~tas

feeling so sick now.
cant slp all nite last nite.
terribly bad headache.
my eyes still stinging.
~tas

my eyes hurt bad bad bad.. sighs.. :(
need to slp now.
hopefully gets better tmr..
~tas

im finally done with e reports n submission...
done with e assignment for tis month..
LOL! heave a sigh of relief..
now its juz the exams im worried abt..
need to study study study...
gotta get down to working hard on tht paper..
~tas

so much for wanting to slp early...
im still up at tis unearthly hour...
its crazy... e earlier i wanna slp.. e later i get to slp..
duno wat i have been doing e past few hours...
even e devil is aslp! LOL
im sure u sure scold me when u read this..
but oh wells.. u owe me a treat! :D
mean old brown cow.. green leaf dying...
but thank you anyways, really appreciate it.

now i feel so drained...
i have only a few hours of sleep left..
arghhhhhhhhh
hicks.
~tas

been feeling dizzy lately...
always getting giddy spells..
like e whole world is spinning ard me..
spin spin spin. horrible unstable feeling.
duno wats wrong.
tink i might juz head straight to bed aft i finish my reports.
gotta go down to office early tmr morning.
feel like sucha lazy bum.
~tas

committment, communication and respect
reason and decisions.

what is right and what is not?
there is no hard and fast way of making a decision..
or judging if the decision made is right or wrong.
all i know now is tht i care abt u enuff to want e best for you..

i duno how long this care for you will last..
but wat i know is tht i dun wanna argue with you.
like you said.. time is running out.
i dun wanna waste time on silly things like this.
i dun want us to waste another minute on anytink upsetting or unhappy.
i wanna enjoying spending evry moment with you.
see e silly smiles on ur silly face..
hear u telling lame jokes n talking sillily..
smell e cologne on u tht im so addicted to..

as much as u said u dun wanna hurt me, time still ticks away.
u are even scared tht i care abt u.
does it mean a thing to u how i feel?
and do u really want me to stop caring for you?
to not bother abt you anymore.
to walk away n leave you?

u said so urself tht u thank God you have me, even if its for a month.
and i can say for sure myself tht i feel e same.
so lets stop all e sad talk, all e anger, anytink upsetting or hurting.
i never wanna see you sad.
i never wanna see you angry.
i never wanna see you unhappy in any way.

maybe u are rite..we both are stubborn ppl..
but stubborness tht insist on e best for each other.
which isnt a bad thing in itself.
cuz we care abt each other enuff to do tis.
we dun have much time left.
so make e best of these memories we have left.
silly shy tummy boy. thank you.
~tas

i dun like it when we argue.
i dun like it when u get angry.
i dun like it when we get upset.
i dun like it when things go wrong.

but im so glad things always turn out fine.
and im so glad we always talk things out.
and im so glad we can spend time together.
and im so glad u will always pacify me.
and im so glad i have you.
even if its for a month.

you are my fallen angel frm heaven.
and i thank God for tht.
~tas

i love spending time with you be it only 6 mins 41secs.
i love talking to you no matter how lame e convo gets.
i love looking at you even when ur not doing anytink at all.
i love e way you always ask me wat am i doing today.
i love e way you ask me why i not happy or wanna fight issit?
i love e way you call to say u wanna juz say hi n goodnite.
i love e way you always say u can read me like a book.
i love e way you always call me silly girl.
i love e way things are now.
thank you. you made my day :)
~tas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUJUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!
~tas

letting it all out.
cant slp.
cant slp at all.
i cant fall aslp..
feel soo exhausted but i cant slp.
not cuz of ppt.
juz randomness.
too much clutter in my head.
slp slp slp slp slp.
~tas

today was a reali busy day.
went down to office.
went to work at sandra's.
ran some errands.
met angel.
had IEA meeting in skool.
st james for field trip
ran away frm class.
had a coffee break at starbucks to recharge.
e xmas peppermint mocha frap is good btw :)
went for a jog.
picked my bro n dinner.
duno why i still have energy now.
muz be e coffee.

feeeling sooo stressed now...
IEA Presentation.. so many things to prepare.
really cant wait for tmr's presentation to be over...
AFC AFC AFC.... ASIAN FINANCIAL CRISIS is killing me...
oh man... wish it easier...
juz found some graphs n figures.
finally done with all e need to do..
need a break now.
need to wake up early tmr..
tink im gonna crash soon.
hope all goes well tmr :D
wish me luck!
~tas

despite all e running abt..
being so busy with work n project.
i've been very happy.
credits to you. ty.
~tas

TY. again.
you made my day :)
~tas

wish sometimes i can take back the things i've said..
the hurtful things..
the mean things..
the unreasonable things
all the words i never meant to say..
never meant those things..
~tas

its been a crazy week ..
mystery shoppin alot recently..
alot of reports to complete..
alot of meetings in skool..
finished up a few presentation..
though there are still a few more to come..
realise my exchange in smu is coming to an end..
tink i'll miss smu alot..
so many things to hold on to..
~tas

im sorry.
im sry i snapped at you.
i wish i know better how to do tis.
just hope to wake up and forget all abt it.
just wish u cld sometimes just trust me.
im ur Friend remember?
u said u can read me like a book.
but why is it u cant tell when i mean it.
i guess im just bad at tis.
shall not say anytink anymore.
i need to slp.
sleep it off & its a new day again.
& it wld mean happy again.
~tas

had a great week e past week..
was at barclays for 4whole days.
it was so tiring but e experience was awesome.
life's been good. happier. alot :D
no excuse to be happy sad confused angry watsoever..
been there done tht.
no more sad days :)
no more tears.

within myself.
hey, im a little girl.
i wanna feel tht way.
sometimes i wish im not so grown up.
wish i can always be a little child.
whine n be pampered.

dad was damn sweet to me yesterday.
makes me feel like a little girl all over again.
i love my mummy n daddy!
feel so loved with them ard..
though i often snap at them.
but wat wld i do without them..

and to you.
thank you for bringing me out as u promised.
really appreciate it.
ty. for evrytink :)
~tas

:D at Barclays Singapore Golf Open..
the week working there drained me of all my energy..
still trying to regain back..
but this little boy boy harry totally made my day! :D
he is how cute la!
sucha darling.. and i got three kisses from him plus one nose kiss!
he's so adorable la! :)

on sunday.. uncle tummy acting cool..
looks like in some foreign cold cty somehow..

poster boy!
timbo!

yoshi
shin
nicole.. my baby!
my fav all time darling!
shin!

mr suryana

self portraits.. damn vain..

amazing extra large 50cent coin!

cowgirl?

poseur..

roger!

kerrie koh!