HEADACHE
u became like a stranger to me.
so foreign. so unfamiliar.
i dun seem to know u anymore.
yet again u are so delicate fragile and breakable.
but im so glad i finally got to see u.
but tis oso marks e end.
the promise i made tht tis is The End.
and it will be The End.
there was so much drama yesterday..
an eventful day i muz say.
justin joseph bing and all of ann's frenz were reali nice people to meet..
flew down to zouk to meet xiu and company.
met pauline aft soo soo soo long!!
its reali wonderful to be able to be like before again.
juz seeing xiu n pauline made my day!
was reali reali reali glad i went. despite having to watch people quarrel screaming at each other at e top of their lungs.
saw hanbin n jovin n alvin n all those familiar faces.. felt like family..
oso saw HL803 outside. super cute!!
met a hot babe Yu-en- happy 21st birthday girl!!
and flora jasmine su-en da ming too and many of which i cant rmb their names..
downed so much for once i reali felt i dint tink abt anytink much anymore. gave me a headache though. but it was good.
saw an accident happen tis morning on e way home frm xiu's.
a motorbike got knocked down. n e cyclist was in bad shape, but he stood up nonetheless with hands n knees covered in blood. poor guy.
i woke up too early. now im so tired but cant get to slp.
i dun understd why u came to speak to me out of e blue.
as if intentionally wanting me to know tht my frenz are now closer to u than me. juz leave. go away. dun intrude in my life. dun mess with me.
frenz come n go. its sth i dun ever understd. i dun wanna accept.
i hate it when it happens. i dun want it to happen. i love all my frenz i dun want anyone to go. take it tht im greedy. im selfish. watever it is. i dun wanna lose u. i may seem aloof but im not. i care but i juz dunno how to show it.i wish i can be as close to u as before. but u are drifting. u have changed. can u understd?
~tas
u became like a stranger to me.
so foreign. so unfamiliar.
i dun seem to know u anymore.
yet again u are so delicate fragile and breakable.
but im so glad i finally got to see u.
but tis oso marks e end.
the promise i made tht tis is The End.
and it will be The End.
there was so much drama yesterday..
an eventful day i muz say.
justin joseph bing and all of ann's frenz were reali nice people to meet..
flew down to zouk to meet xiu and company.
met pauline aft soo soo soo long!!
its reali wonderful to be able to be like before again.
juz seeing xiu n pauline made my day!
was reali reali reali glad i went. despite having to watch people quarrel screaming at each other at e top of their lungs.
saw hanbin n jovin n alvin n all those familiar faces.. felt like family..
oso saw HL803 outside. super cute!!
met a hot babe Yu-en- happy 21st birthday girl!!
and flora jasmine su-en da ming too and many of which i cant rmb their names..
downed so much for once i reali felt i dint tink abt anytink much anymore. gave me a headache though. but it was good.
saw an accident happen tis morning on e way home frm xiu's.
a motorbike got knocked down. n e cyclist was in bad shape, but he stood up nonetheless with hands n knees covered in blood. poor guy.
i woke up too early. now im so tired but cant get to slp.
i dun understd why u came to speak to me out of e blue.
as if intentionally wanting me to know tht my frenz are now closer to u than me. juz leave. go away. dun intrude in my life. dun mess with me.
frenz come n go. its sth i dun ever understd. i dun wanna accept.
i hate it when it happens. i dun want it to happen. i love all my frenz i dun want anyone to go. take it tht im greedy. im selfish. watever it is. i dun wanna lose u. i may seem aloof but im not. i care but i juz dunno how to show it.i wish i can be as close to u as before. but u are drifting. u have changed. can u understd?
~tas