i realise i have too much clutter in my life,
some of which even i cant bear to dispose.
and some of these leaves memories.
a beautiful mess as Jason mraz says.
awfully humourous nowadays.
i find evrything almost funny.
cant put a finger to many things nowadays cuz i dunno wat is it i really want or wat makes me really happy. maybe i just dun want and dun need to tink right now. its sundays tht i want to go out and also stay home. confusing, isnt it? is tht how my mind works? haha
its ironic tht the word ironic appears ever too often in my posts.
jealss. am i often? haha. and it turns out tht i try to understand myself.
maybe sometimes i dun even remember my name.
i am happy, cuz im not tinking all the time now cuz i dun wanna make myself miserable.
i am happy, as it turns out tht oblivion isnt so bad.
i am happy, as i know tht i can do better.
i am happy, as i have you.
i am happy.
~tas