Saturday, April 29, 2006

went over to angel's place for dinner...
finally getta meet the ladies!
then met bong and ps there too...
debra jennwei met us at butter factory..
it was boring beyond words...
a waste of time there as e crowd was so old..

shall not ever go there again..
decided to go over to zouk instead...
it was a blast there..
as usual.. it was a place where we confirm meet alot of people..
met lee theng joel gerald matthew and company there..
it was super fun as e music was reali good..

i love zouk..
my all time fav.. :)
~tas

posted @ 2:09 pm
 


Friday, April 28, 2006

earlier met debz for lunch in town...
cam whoring e whole day...
had sucha great time with her!!
its reali great being able to talk to her again after like soo long...
e exams reali is sucha chore and it makes frenz miss each otheer..
i reali miss all e times we hang out..
esp with ANN e bimbo ard....
i miss ANN.. QUICK COME BACK DEAR!!!
I MISS YOU!!!
it seems like forever since i met e BIMBs too la..
i totally miss them sooo much...
yay.. so happy im gonna meet them SOON...

talking abt missing..
LALA.. counting down e days u coming back@!
wendy.. i oso havnt seen u in forever...

met PQ earlier cuz her tuition kid cancelled on her..
haha cant believe how much we laughed..
more like roared so much like never before..
it was sooo embarassing cuz miss how laughed so much n so LOUD..
it was so scary... haha.. scary in a funny way...
laughed till my stomach hurt...
joking e whole way down frm wisma all e way till PS..
we ran and chased and do all sorts of stupid things..
oh man.. it was hilarious..
becks met us later for dinner... dinner cum supper..
ahaha... had PRATA !!
haha... made alot of jokes.. had sooo much fun..
cuz we seem to have owned the whole place..
laughed so loud as usual.. like hyenas..
laughed till stomachache la..
we muz eat n glutton together again SOON..
cam whore again.. will post e fotos soon..
when i get down to it..
haha..

met ervin nolan eugene gf & philip at chomps :)
they were having supper..
joined them talk talk.. was reali nice :)

went zouk e nite before..
met alot of ppl...
pau n xiu .. i miss them sooo much..
havnt seen XIU in forever.. haha..
and pau.. hope ur feeling okie :)
plus flora n lili, jeremy ken
sara wei kerrie zhenru tanyan pamela ian
kevin pamela(gf) sandy grace
matthew jiarui weiting
too many people to list...
met alot of ppl.. said my hi-s.. so fun..
went back quite early though dint reali dance much :(
~tas

posted @ 2:27 am
 


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i reali wish i know how to quit u..
somehow no matter how i try i always get so affected by wat u do..
and even wat u dun do..
i know its stupid.. silly...
ahhhhh..

its been a nice day...
had a good slp...
went out...
bought a real nice adidas bag...
but its huge..
love it though...
bought cool-looking two belts!
haha.. im juz too bored...
duno watta blog oso...
i wonder wats wrong...

but i certainly cant wait for lala and ann to come back...
i miss the bimbo and the penguin!!!
haha... got a date with bong angel and ps to butter factory..
and to momo with the bimbs?
then maybe ton till we await the VIP to land at the changi tip of spore..
so exciting man!!! :) :) :)
juz the thought of it makes me smile..
debra plsplspls say u can make it friday!
love ya all!! :) :) :)
~tas

posted @ 11:07 pm
 



im in a lousy mood...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
stupid knee.. old injury..
goin out now.. need a breather..
~tas

posted @ 2:33 am
 


Monday, April 24, 2006

i realise i still love to talk on e fone...
haha.. lazy to blog.
bleahz..
~tas

posted @ 8:52 pm
 


Sunday, April 23, 2006

nth much to blog now tht exams are over..
no more sad sad post..
life is short muz be happy..
juz tht some moron always MIA..
argh... sad...
haha oh wells...

been slacking n bumming for a few days now..
muz go look for a job...
tmr goin to find one..
hope i can.. find one nearby...
kill time.. n i wont rot..
haha... need to pack my room oso..
like disaster struck lidat..
my room is in sucha mess la..
sad.

i need some entertainment..
anyone free to go out????
pls look for me!!
ask me out okie....
i need some fun outta my mundane life...
went shopping n bought tis damn nice esprit jacket!!
i love it!!! haha... my new love!! :) :) :)
~tas

posted @ 10:04 pm
 


Friday, April 21, 2006

went wakeboarding today...
damn fun. seriously.
but im now "preserved"
cuz i drank so much salt water...
punggol salt water more like it..
thanks Melwyn for the experience!!
haha.. but my body feels like it aching alrdy..
so fast..

argh.. gotta meet my PSF tmr..
haha.. again! yay! but all e way at NP..
haha.. worthwhile la...
PSF got exams...
sad... poor thing...
still sick.. haiz...

oh wells.. i moved outta hall alrdy...
moved most of my stuff..
still have things left there..
need to go back n get them..
quite sad i leaving hall too.. somehow..
memories frm there i'll never ever forget.
short but maybe fated then i'll go back..
if not i guess i'll still have e memories with me :)

tired now.. he's not online...
maybe i'll juz go slp..
dun bother dun care.
~tas

posted @ 11:10 pm
 



i reali duno why we always end up in tis..
why bother to msg me in e first place when u never intended to want to reply
juz leave me dangling there liddat..
im sick n tired of all these...
u dint bother then..
i know u wldnt bother now..
i know u dint know today was my last paper..
though the whole world knew..
but im glad u said sth...
at least..
nineteen is over and its alrdy 21st now..
somehow i duno why i still yearn to see e day approaching..
maybe waiting n hoping u'd say sth...
i know its time i woke up..
its time to get a life..
guess its hard now to stay friendly..
its gonna be juz like tis huh.

today's e last day of my papers..
thanks shermaine, cherie, prabs, alex & mummy & stan

and those who wished me good luck for my papers..
im finally done with em!
no more books no more studying for at least 3 months..
now i need a job to support myself...
becky! cartel how...?
maybe i go tmr..
u working tmr>>??
sighs.. not as happy as i'd expected to be...
one happy thing is tht i getta drive ard alot..
though chauffeuring ppl..
but im more than happy to do it!
btw.. happy is spelt H.A.P.P.Y!!
haha...

goin wakeboarding with Melwyn Julia n my bro.
hope it'll be fun..
quite excited abt it..
hope i get a tan though...
praying for good weather!!

in quite a bad mood now though...
juz had a heated argument with an idiot!
reali gets on my nerves..
am alrdy feeling it..
if im mean enuff i'd ask him to get out..
get lost.. far away frm me la!!
stop e tantrums!! ahhhhh...

guess i need to slp now..
get the heat to dissipate frm my body ..
else i'll erupt n die an angry person.
i wanna be happy.
:(
~tas

posted @ 2:23 am
 



stolen from someone.
not reali stolen.
asked to do it by someone.


The rules:
-write something about 15 different people.
-you CANNOT say who they are.
-if someone asks which is about them, you CANNOT tell.
-it might be you, it might not be.
-in no particular order


BEGIN!


1. i remember you as the one i love. the angel and im e devil. the one who was there for me the past four years. the one i trusted and adored. the one person i'll never forge. the one person i thank God for.

2. i remember you as the one whom i had a crush on since i was a kid. someone i admired so much. someone whom i know will make it big someday. someone with a big voice. someone i did stupid things for. someone i'll always feel for.

3. i remember you as someone who is always pestering me to tell you stuff. someone i knew for so long. someone who i'll tell all my good news too. someone who is always talking nonsense all e time. the biggest nonsense talker of all time.

4. i remember you as someone i know i cannot fall for but i did. and i told u. but made it a joke in the end. someone i can talk to on the fone evryday of my life though i see u all e time then. someone whom i have a soft spot for. someone i hope to see at e bustop for 4 years of my life. someone i hope to see still n be close to now. but not anymore.

5. i remember you the serious one all e time. someone who never fails to make me laugh. someone who irritates me n i irritate too. someone i never thot i'll getta know. someone whom i had a very different initial impression of. someone funny.someone so crappy and unexpectedly entertaining. someone i enjoy talking to. someone i like.

6. i remember you as my onli eyecandy in skool. someone whom i love to see wear pink too. someone who first wore pink n stuck me as damn nice. someone whose hair always look so good. i talk to u but dunno u tht much. someone i hope to know better. someone metro. someone who ask me for tissue paper.

7. i remember you as the sweetest person on earth. the sweetest ever. someone psychic. someone who knows me better than i tink you do. someone who became so close to me in a mattter of days. someone i met on christmas. someone smart. someone cute. someone i fell for.

8. i remember you as my psf. you know who you are. my darling. someone whom i can tell anytink to. someone i've known for years. someone who always go missing. someone who doesnt know how to takekare of yourself. someone who does the most embarasssing things in the world. someone i know who will be my buddy for life.

9. i remember you as the one i talk to soo much online now. someone i must hug when i see you. someone who learnt my gushful ways. someone i get along with so well all of a sudden. someone who plants thots into my head and make me believe it religiously. someone who is always there to listen to me talk nonstop. someone who allows me to torture you.

10. i remember you as the one who encourages me without fail. always sooo nice to me. always so sweetish and caring and concerned for me. someone who made me feel so touched. someone im so glad i know.

11. i remember you as someone who always made me wonder wat i do wrong that made us fell apart. someone who taught me many things in life. someone who is always full of shit. someone who made me so sad. someone who always has sacarstic remarks for me. someone i hope i dint lose.

12. i remember you as someone who made me smile reali happily one nite. someone i never thot i'll get along with. someone whom i respect. someone who's full of funny things to say but i realise deep down inside is someone with alot more depth. someone whom im worried abt. someone who's emotional despite the strong front. someone i may not see often anymore. someone i hope will be happier than you are.

13. i remember you as the one person who blew my mind away. someone who came in and out of my life so fast i couldnt catch up. someone cool and cold. someone i wish to talk to again. someone nonchalant abt any and evrytink. someone who made me feel so special. someone ever so goodlooking.

14. i remember you as the one i live so close to. someone whom i always hope to bump into when i leave my hse. someone who wears dorky specs in e weirdest ways. some whose mum i love to see. someone who i love to hug and ask you how are things going for you. someone who acts. someone who has tis special thing abt you i cant describe.

15. i remember you as someone who has the hugest and most gigantic attitude problem but i still always hang out with in the end. someone who makes me smile n cry and angry anytime anywhere. someone who acts like a kid all the time. someone who makes me love n hate you. someone who has quirky habits and pms.

now start guessing which one is YOU!
hahaha.
or maybe YOU just never crossed my mind!!
then sorry lah.

~tas

posted @ 12:24 am
 


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

forget it
forget it
forget it

nineteen
nineteen
nineteen
today :)
~tas

posted @ 3:18 pm
 



at Starbucks.. BK.. HV..
haha.. spastic ppl taking spastic fotos..
been a long time man..

but it was fun as u can see below!!
we sure made full use of e cam..

made a big fool of ourselves in public places..

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posted @ 1:02 pm
 




stupid fotos taken juz for laughs..

maybe we're juz too bored...

falling aslp..

so we wanted to have some fun..

cam whores!

posted @ 12:37 pm
 



had sooo much fun yesterday...
went to holland village to study...
my ol' place... used to go there so often..
but so seldom now....
but yesterday was like.. oh man...
e wackiest day in like.. duno how long..
i literally laughed my whole day away...
laughed till my stomach hurt!

laughing at ppl and mostly ourselves!
did reali stupid hilarious stuff with STAN!
my PSF!!! :) u are a Freak la!!
but i still love ya!! =) =)
hope u get well soon like NOW NOW!!
im so glad i went :)
and i had e best dinner in a long while..
PSFs are e Best company ard!!
~tas

posted @ 12:31 pm
 



happy nineteen :)
guess i wont ever reali forget..
thanks for e memories..
e good times and e love.

~tas

posted @ 12:52 am
 


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

:: [ when love and hate collide ] ::

You could have a change of heart,
if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl,
for the hundredth time

I got your number on my wall,
but I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand babe,
united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know, I can't fight this way

You could have a change of heart,
if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby,
time after time

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone

Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide
I don't wanna fight no more,
I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby,
like an act of war

I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger,
hits you right between the eyes
There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in

posted @ 12:51 am
 


Monday, April 17, 2006

i guess its cuz we always quarrel tht to avoid tht..
its silence i suppose.
u came by, but u never bother.
guess i juz hoped tht somehow u'll juz at least wish me good luck.
maybe thts too much to ask.
sorry. i guess theres not much i can do.

i dreamt tht i woke up onli to realise tht i miss my exams tis morning..
which in fact i did go for it..but screwed it up.
i oso dreamt of you.
it was cuz of u i dint go for my exams.
woke up to realise i was upset n crying.
and was so scared..
not onli cuz i missed my exams..
but cuz it was fear..
cuz u made me feel so scared to lose u.
onli u have e capability to do tis to me.

well, distractions aplenty.
now studying seems foreign.
too unimportant somehow.
feels like i've given up altogether.
feels like i want out.
thurs isnt very far away..
i hope.
~tas

posted @ 9:13 pm
 



today's paper made me feel so dead.
DEAD. as in D.E.A.D.
but i reali dun wanna dabao!!!
oh man.. cries cries cries cries.

sad. sad. sad. sad. sad.
im so screwed.
~tas

posted @ 5:49 pm
 



im feeling all miserable now i cant study...
BECKY all ur fault...
so much for wanting to know..
i wanna cry now lo...
n ur no where to be found ..
maybe in lala land alrdy....
been slacking all day alrdy...
dun feel any sense of urgency to study..
im a dead piece of bleHZ..
sad sad sad again.
all over again.
n silence frm u...
~tas

posted @ 12:08 am
 


Sunday, April 16, 2006

may day is coming..
its three years ago now..
i kinda miss him..
actualli very very much indeed..
someone i love so dearly..
been thru for me since i was born..
my grandfather..
an elder i respect so much..
yet there are so many regrets cuz i dint spend as much time with him as i wished i had..
he's e closest person to me..
someone who loves me so dearly..
dotes on me n gives me wat i want..
for so many years in my life he was e person i spent e most time with..
i reali miss him..
my biggest regret being e fact tht i dint manage to bring him to e Lord..
somehow i wish for all my friends ard me..
ppl i love..
ppl i am close to..
for you all to know tht i wish u will believe in Chirst n be saved.
i know my life myself is screwed..
but i dun want urs to be.
sometimes i juz duno howta open to the topic..
i duno how to approach the situation.
i juz wish with all my heart tht u will come to accpect the LOrd..
i dun want anymore regrets..
i wanna treasure all of u..
i reali wish for tht..
~tas

posted @ 1:49 pm
 



no guts to talk to me now?
im so disappointed in u.
~tas

posted @ 1:25 pm
 



now i finally realise who you are..
corrrect me if im wrong..
but i juz dun understd why i dint realise earlier.
i was e one who told u my blog myself..
dint expect it to be u.
i've was talking to u so much.
how n why did i even trust u ?
i cant imagine it to be u..
if onli u had e guts to tell me in e face..
i wont bother to ask u abt it.
i juz dun understd why u chose anonymity..
its detestable.
~tas

posted @ 1:31 am
 


Saturday, April 15, 2006

someone plsplsplsplspls go take my stats exam for me pls..
i'll be super duper grateful to u...
sighs im dreaming la...
oh man...
hope a miracle can happen..
cuz i dun wanna dabao...
i reali reali dun...
but i dun seem to understd anytink at all..
oh man.. i feel like im so so gonna die...
i wanna cry alrdy la...
PLS...
ahhhh......

heys fav senior..
pls takekare of urself...
its reali not e time to speed...
im realio glad ur not reali hurt in e accident..
but pls pls pls PLS takekare k...
its reali dangerous...
ride carefully k..
i'll be keeping u in prayers...
for journey mercy whereever u go...
be safe yeah..

to you...
sorry i always dun manage a proper conversation with u..
i reali want us to be great friends again..
but i guess its juz not possible..
im so sorry..
u'll always be a dear to me in my heart..
juz tht somehow sometimes i juz dun show it ...
maybe i juz cant..
cuz it wld make things juz seem alot worse...
ever since e harsh words u said to me..
i never seem to be able to pull myself together..
to say anytink rite anymore...
the toy u threw away..
is gone e day u dint want it..
somehow i guess i'll never be able to make things right.
i always wish somehow things will go back to e past..
i reali dun mind.
but its impossible.
~tas

posted @ 5:52 pm
 


Friday, April 14, 2006


cellgroup at settlers...
had fun :) :)
esp playin e eat shit game..

posted @ 11:02 pm
 




see e face of e bugger.. ;)

posted @ 11:02 pm
 




hohon looking interestingly ridiciulous!
for someone who is almost 2m tall.. its makes e ikea chair look sooo small !!

posted @ 10:58 pm
 


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

theres seriously sth wrong w my english nowadays..
i keep writing things tht dun flow..
my thoughts are so messed up..
so many typo errors & grammatical mistakes..
wats wrong with me...??
haha.. at least i know i am not sad rite now..
juz confused... muz be the exams!
oh wells.. had one paper today..
one down n three more to go!!

becky's got tis job as an outdoor adventure instructor..
brings back so many old memories..
remember when i was an instructor last time..
at the abseil and flying fox station...
sths sit on the trolly.. push the trolley..
"catch" ppl down..
it was so much fun...
i wanna work there too!!
sadly.. i may have to wait a few months later..
hope they have some camp soon aft my exams!
i reali want to experience it again!!

CONGRATS NOLAN!!
you passed ur boat test!!
knew u can do it...
sooo happy for ya.. =) =) =)

now back to studying..
gotta mug like a nerd! :)
~tas

posted @ 8:53 pm
 


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

im sucha gusher.
as in becky terms.
haha..too bad ur learning frm me.
whine n gush. =)
so much abt dean and e lookalike.. tsk tsk...
nerd always onli love nerds remember ??
no expectations, no disappoinments rite?
so stop planting thew wrong kinda thots into my mind! haha..
penned down so many things tht happened..
hopefully after tis whole load is taken off..
i'll finally be able to study...

will be off to sink into my books soon!
oh btw.. one more entertainer of e day.. my bestest budddy..

haha.. sorta tricked him in giving me e foto..
wanna say thanks ! haha.. make sure next time we take together k!!
im mean.. but hope u like it.. cuz its e foto of e day!! :)

posted @ 1:55 pm
 



somehow i wish gongong is still ard...
he's someone i respect so much..
someone who brought me up..
e closest person to me alive.

but yet i dint treasure him..
as much as i want to when he was ard..
he lives in my heart.
i love him.
still.
~tas

posted @ 1:50 pm
 



the 19th of march isnt sth tht i blogged abt alot i guess..
somehow as i told u..
my birthday wont be special since tht day..
u know it..
it was e day we ended...
ironical how 19th used to be so special to us..
when we started.
i dreamt of you again.
it was sth tht i wish wld last forever...
how many times i told myself tht somehow it will all come to pass..
we promised to be best friends all our lives..
u still do msg me randomness all e time now..
but for e past years?
19th on evry month...
i always promised sth special for u on 19th..
it meant so much to me..
rmb all e times..
all e bus rides..
the special memories i'll never forget.
wonderful times..
watch e planes take off n land at e viewing mall..
tht special 19th dec evry year..
when i know tht even when e whole world leaves me.
u wont.
i hate living in e past.
but u are onli alive in my past.
thanks for ur present for me tis yr..
i know i promised to use them..
i promised to be happy..
but how hard is it for me?
when i saw u there..
with her.
for e first time.
it never quite sunk in.
the truth.
till i saw u.
i swore to never ever be involved as a third party..
esp since its her.
i know tht she was e reason u lied to me for e first time.
now u tell me things tht i never dreamt possible.
is tis some kinda joke?
i called u for e first time in forever when things happened again at home.
u know i have no one to turn to when things happen.
u hung my call.
devastated me.
i fear it whenever 19th approaches.
cuz it brings back too many memories.
to the one person i hold so dear..
to you.
~tas

posted @ 1:10 pm
 



i guess there are quite alot of things i need to say now..
things make me realise there is alot more to life than juz material things..
leon mentioned at tht is no one's fault tht greed is human..
sths the reality tells us tht being selfish is human...
though its sad to tink tht...
humans are humane after all..
despite evrytink.. evryone juz yearns to be loved..
i guess its not worth it to be upset over things that are un-impt..
things not worthy of our time.
to those who know u mean a world to me..
u know who u are.
for those who know my ups n downs these past few weeks..
thank you..


Calvin my dearest buddy! :)
ur first on e list cuz when i saw ur nick tis morning..
when u said its for me.
i knew somehow i had to say thank u....
luckiliy our pact is cannot say sorry not thank you!
else i'd be speechless..
frenz for life..
no promises no expectations.
juz pure trust.
good luck for ur presentation yeah!
giving u moral support all e way!! ;) ;) ;)

and to the Yeo Slut..!!
thanks for ur company..
till like 5plus in e morning..
sorry weijie i fell aslp...
thanks n sorry i cldnt manage to tell u evrytink..
im so glad u understood!

ET.. haha.. sorry i was like spilling out evrytink..
thanks for asking..
thanks for praying..
and thanks for ur assurance..
thanks for making me feel a whole lot better...

to leon ... congrats n thank you...
always making me so much better abt myself..
though ur so far away in canada...
pls pls dun always be sucha pessimist..
and treasure who u have now k..
she'll be urs for keeps.

to Alex..
i know u have alot of problems urself..
thanks for all e concern..
u cld have spent e time slping n doing stuff..
thanks for listening..
ur care n concern means alot to me..
esp e other time..
i know somehow ur perspective are difffernt frm mine..
im well aware of ur good intentions.
thanks for ur comments.appreciate them
maybe ur rite.
u meant well. i know that.
thank u.

cherie dear..
always my fav fren n lecture mate..
thanks for wat u said..
u know i love u too!!

to van..
aft so long..
so long later then u finally talk to me again..
dun ditch me again ah.. keep ur promise k..
love ya too!!

becky..
my darling..
evryday torture frm me..
yet u never fail to still click on me evryday to get tortured..
my lil monkey.. ur love counsellor here love ya!!
my monster as well!
enuff of stories and entertainment?
i hope so la.. i tell u evrytink..

wat an open book.. no more secrets.
thanks for always standing on my side!!
and letting me use copryright quotes!
u make my heart skip a beat again! :) :) :)


to FS..
its clear.
no misunderstandings.
not gonna be any misunderstandings rite?
ur friendship means alot to me..
and it wont change as promised.
i guess ur rite..
and i hope u feel better now though..
will keep u in prayers too..
wont forget tht..
thanks for evrytink~!
my fav senior always! =)=)=)

the so many people in my life.
im so glad i have u guys..
THANK YOU.
~tas

posted @ 11:33 am
 



cried cried cried and cried...
never knew i'd get so upset..
juz waiting for FS to come online so i can explain evrytink.
i tink i need to. juz in case.
now im so upset i cant do anytink else.
cant slp cant study.
why will it affect me so bad?
~tas

posted @ 1:15 am
 



im terribly upset...
hurt and affected...

to whoever is it who doesnt want to reveal urself..
who want to remain anonymous for reasons i duno why..
if u do not want to state urself..
theres juz nth i can do abt it..
sorry if i sounded like how i did...
to all those who know me..
i have always been like tis..
expressive in my blog..
im like a open book..
i have nth to hide n nth to keep frm anyone..
i say evrytink i feel .. be it joy or sadness?
cuz somehow it is a blog where i have freedom of speech..
where i can say my peace..
i reali meant no harm..
or lest to cause misunderstding between two people i know..
esp since i know them as a perfect couple..
they are made for each other..
evryone knows them as perfect for each other..
i wish no one wld spoil tht..
and all e more.. i wld never..
they are people whom i respect with all my heart..
i duno wat made u tink of it tis way..
and i have no idea how u made ur way to find my blog..
and why u bothered to read my blog...
cuz if ur a friend im sure u'd know me better than tis to make such remarks..
and since ur a friend of e two of them..
i'd prabably know you too..
and tht ur someone frm hall..
im sorry. i apologise here to u.
there are juz things i need to clarify.
things tht are nothing in e first place.
its reali upsetting see such things..
it'll probably be good for u to know i may not be staying..
or hope i wont be in tis hall anymore..
thanks for ur tags..
it certainly made me change alot of thoughts abt things..
somehow i still hope u'll leave ur name..
u can msn n tell me online..
send me an email...
sms me at my hp..
or juz tell it to my face when i see u..
~tas

posted @ 12:26 am
 


Monday, April 10, 2006

sorry i reali dun wish to make things complicated..
juz tht now by making evrytink confusing
seems like the best was to clear things up..
i sound like im contradicting myself aint it?
guess onli i know wat im talking abt now..
exams are sucha chore..
hate to study alrdy..
tink i'll hafta study till late tonite..
nth seems to be goin in though..
n i thot i can go for a spin tonite..
but dad has to work late...
argh.. n tht oso means i cant go back to hostel too..
i reali need to study..
its so stressful..
thts why i reali dun need wiry needless comments now..
its making my head spin...
no more gushing..
no more whining..
no more nonsense..
no more playfulness..
no more silliness..
no more entertainment frm me..
not now.
~tas

posted @ 10:55 pm
 



had a dream of you..
a dream tht felt so real..
i can even remember wat i said to u in it..
feels too real to be true.
somehow..
but i know u wldnt kare or bother..
i lost e cross earing u bought me tht i had on for so many years..
u bought it for mme before i went to Australia..
u said it was to keep me safe...
as much as u dint believe in God..
i cant believe now tht we're apart..
u can say tht it can be easily bought..
saddens me to hear sth lidat frm u..
i duno how much more u'll mean to me..
somehow tht soft spot for u will never go away..
maybe i juz want u to be happy :)
~tas

posted @ 10:49 pm
 



juz received a mail frm yesha..
oh man.. i miss him!!
its been ages since i last heard frm him..
so far away... no calls...
finally an email!! :)
its people like them who make me feel my time there was so worthwhile...
its been two years alrdy..
how time flies..

had a call frm America earlier today as well..
soooo happy... it was WENDY!! :)
it was so good to hear frm her again..
after duno how long la...
hahaha.. was gushing to her..
goodness i gush so much nowadays..
ppl who duno me will tink im mad la..
hahaha...

but im still affected by e whole FS thing..
hopefully it'lll juz blow over..
it isnt tht big a deal is it??

anws.. to Calvin if ur reading tis..
no offence to ur foto..
it was put up a long long time ago..
next time i put nicer ones up for u k..
while waiting for u to come back..
im so tired alrdy..
may go offline alrdy...
too many distractions online la..
talk to u tmr ok? promise. :)
anws.. hope it wont be long before u can go back..
my dearest buddy :) :) :)
takekare yeah...

and to you who tagged anonymously..
thanks for ur comment..
i duno who u are..
but im sure ur someone i know..
juz curious to know who u are..
leave ur name if it isnt sth to be ashamed of okay?
thanks.

will be off to study now.. tataz!
~tas

posted @ 4:29 pm
 



was quite disturbed abt some comments tht made me retink ..
seriously i dint mean nth..
juz seriously platonic..
if u know me as me..
i've always been lidat...
n if u hav e guts to leave a comment or tag..
pls write ur name..
it isnt tht difficult or embarassing is it?
and if u do read ur most welcome to tag..
in fact pls tag if u read...
so at least i know...
im easily affected by such comments..
well it probably means sth..
but it can be hurting oso..
will try to reply them by how much it reali means to me..
but will not hesitate to take awful comments away..

so if u do read tis pls do tag and leave a name..
it is sincerely appreciated =)
~tas

posted @ 12:36 pm