Happy 21st Birthday BONG!!!!!!!!!!!
hope u had a blast...
enjoyed ur party girl..
hope u'll be happy n stay happy always dear...

Halloween was amazing too..
really quite a sight..
Happy Halloween evryone!!!!!

~tas

JO came down to my hostel to visit me!!
i was estatic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i always always welcome visitors!!!
shall put up fotos soon.. :)

went out with a retard again..
haha..but i somehow love tis retard sooo much..
she's e one person who never fails to embarrass me..
at e same time make me laugh so hard i can roll on e floor..
my PSF rocks.. sorry hoh.. u're here to stay..
frenz forever... haha.. shall put up her ugly fotos soon too..
her pathetic-iritating-funny-faces!! :p
went nus with her to hand in some stuff..
saw shenana in nus as well.. :) tht sweetie pie.. :)
met kerrie before her work at attica and saw her cute lil vespa as welll..
wanted to take a foto with her diamond white vespa..
but pq the smartie pants only took our faces.. oh wells.. :) had fun still!!

finally home now..
sitting ard wallowing in e past wont make anyone any happier..
*happiness is a conscious choice & needs one to make a concious effort*
~tas

realise there are so many people i havnt been contacting...
as in.. the people i used to be reali close to...
the people i care abt.. and i still do..
sec skool, jc frenz.. frenz frm all ard..

for once i had a longer than usual slp last nite..
had so many dreams...
dreamt dreams tht i can remember..
as in.. dreams tht i can vividly remember who was in it n wat happened..
dreamt abt quite alot of people..
so many people were in my dreams..
maybe its a reminder to tell me i have not been ard much nowadays..
n dint bother enuff to catch up with e people who matter..
will try to keep up aft my exams..
tis sem has been crazy...
life is so not the way i want it to be..
i miss the animal gang.. the BIMBs.. the sluts.. the cedar people.. the IJ people.. gen n hilda.. xiu pau lily.. even my cell whom im supposed to meet frequently.. God's hahas.. the list goes on..
life now is skool skool skoll..
boring n extremely stressful exams coming up..
shall be good n study now..
projects are a drag.. seriously..
but i shall be happy.. or at least sttempt to be happy.. :) :) :)
~tas

went to jp for dinnner n grocery shopping..
its really fun to shop with my roomie..
bought like evry n anytink...
we'd have bought down e whole store if we cld carry..
bought so many things we wldnt have managed on our own..
luckily there was zq.. if not i'd have died..

studied and stoned alot today..
kinda irritated with myself for not being able to concentrate though..
i have really short attention span...
terribly no discipline...
sighs.. well at least i tried :)
its sth worth commending..
haha.. im a nutcase..
muz be e books getting to me..

also.. was reali looking fwd to playing badminton..
been waiting e whole day...
but cant in e end...
wanna cry alrdy..
im still a cry baby...
i need to let it out...
its torturous...

~tas

To : a dear friend who is troubled now..

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DO NOT WORRY.

Matthew 6:25

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Do not worry abt tmr, for tmr will worry abt itself.

Each day has enuff trouble of its own.

who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

Do not worry.

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ASK SEEK KNOCK.

Ask and it'll be given to you;

Seek and u will find;

Knock and the door will be open unto you.

For evryopne who asks receives;

he who seeks finds;

and to him who knocks,

the door will be opened.

Trust in the Lord.

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Also,

in evrything,

do to others what you would have them do to you.

"chasing cars" by snow patrol is my new fav song..
though "now i know" by Rihanna will never be replaced..
blessed union of souls sang tis song.. "light of my soul" it has superbly written lyrics too..
guns n roses "sweet child o' mine" is one song i wont forget..
not fogetting "when love and hate collide" .. my all time fav song!!!

hands on deck
waking ashland
"i am for you"

thanks for ur msg last nite.
was unexpected.
dint know howta reply.
im confused n scared.
~tas

wish i can be part of your world..

im listening to sweet child o' mine..
by guns n roses..
remember how u said u'd sing tht song for me..
n u said u'd sing it for me evrytime i wanted to hear it..
but u never got to aft tht day...
i miss ur scent..
i miss ur silly face..
i miss ur gentle voice..
i miss ur tired n sleepy look..
i miss supper with u..
i miss talking to you..
i miss ur evrytink.

i never knew how much alot of things reali mean to me..
until i lose it..
realise only after losing it..
n know how much it really means to me,
awaken to know juz how dear the loss in my life.
but its always just a bit too late.

where did i go wrong?
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calvin fong...!! i want e slut outing..
u bluff me.. im sad sad sad sad sad.
weijie.. we shall go without him next time yeah.. :p
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sticky rice's new outlet is opening at raffles city next week!!
its called.. TUCKSHOP by sticky rice.. i tink...
haha so cool.. i told boss i wanna work there in future..
i miss boss.. i miss sticky rice..
i miss alot of things..
evrytink juz seem so foreign to me now..
evrytink is juz so different now.
wish i can turn back time
~tas

WARNING : EMO POST..

i feel miserable stupid and helpless..
dunno how and wat i can do anymore..
its juz driving me crazy..
never knew tht anyone can make me feel tis way..
i dun reali care so much abt e past..
u said u let me down..
why cant we juz forget abt it..
it doesnt matter anymore..
wish i can learn how to get over you.
~tas

i really wanna see you again..
enuff said.
~tas

there are many things tht i'd like to say to you but i duno how..
its time to move on
its time to wake up
its time to realise
its time to stop
but i duno how.
~tas

i love my roomie...
thank you for always being so so so awfullly sweet...
esp when i scalded my hand ...
it was real bad... n wld have been alot worse it its not for u..
thanks thank thanks thanks thanks!! :) i love ya!!!
though i dun tink u'll be seeing tis at all..
but i reali appreciate u for who u are..
and for always being such a wonderful angel!!
~tas

maybe its human nature...
people always want what they cant have..
its true... n maybe it applies to me too..
maybe it may not be one's true heart's desire..
but merely being unable to get near it makes one cringe..
u cant always have wat u want..
it is human nature to want what you can't have,
but ultimately does having it really make u happy?
u spend your life wanting all the time...
wanting sth you will not see nor appreciate..
plus it will eventually make you a sad bitter person.
instead of appreciating things ard u..
try being contented with status quo..
u'd probably realise u have alot more than others.
n be alot happier..
maybe.
~tas

u made my day.. thank you!!
im reali moved by wat u did..
seriously.. im speechless..
thanks! :) :) :)

i reali wished for u to come..
i shld have known better than to hold my hopes up...
is tis who u reali are??
or juz wat is it tht i dunno?

maybe im juz inadequate.
~tas

i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i cant believe it
i juz cant believe it
~tas