e day i cut hair.. damn short..
my cousin n me :)
cell - sam's birthday :)
bernice n me again..
council outing at Glasshse - fish n co.

happy birthday my dear friend.. :) :) :)

i have a reali crazy friend.. but she's juz so dear to me..
my PSF.. know her for duno how long.. 7 years? or more?
congrats.. reali happy for u too :)
takekare and stay happy okie..

~tas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST PSF!!!
hope u hav e most wonderful birthday ever!!!
~tas

reali random ..
imiss my shifu whom i dint talk to in forever.
n my darling darling.. who is too busy to have time for me now..
i miss ann chow.. when u coming back??
i miss e lil angel as well.. i guess i wont meet u again unless maybe in skool.
i miss stan too.. hope u are a-okay now.
~taaas

cut my hair today.
short. very short.
sad. no more long hair.
sighs.
~tas

ug;y fotos we took but still muz post!! haha

so much drama.
i dun need anymore. thanks.
~tas

bought even more random stuff today..
i bought 3 pairs of sunglasses too..
i tink im mad. but oh wells was fun cam whoring..
had pq for company! so fun! :)
she's mad ! reali mad ! but still fun !!
met "no la" today for e dinner he supposedly owes me..
but was too full.. i still owe him supper la..
dint hang long.. was quite tired oso..

made dad very angry n upset today..
juz had a huge quarrel with him..
cuz i wanted to work at attica..
but he dint allow..
ended shoving money in my face..
i felt so insulted la..
but i guess he did it cuz he care for me..
i juz feel like shitte..
made him so upset..
went by his room.. realise he still not slping..
felt so bad.. i actuali apologised n gave daddy a hug..
i sure hope he's not tooo bothered by it..
gave him my word i wont work there alrdy..
sorry pq.. :(

feel slpy alrdy..
gonna watch a show n then slp!
nite nite!! :)
~tas

So XIU had this awesome idea.

Aren't we all tired of going to Orchard day after day?
Or say shopping malls after shopping malls?
Don't you crave something new?
Something different? :D


Meet up with XIU and ME on Monday! :D
We're going....... to the ZOO!
hahah and followed by the Singapore Art Museum
and Little India and Chinatown!
We'd be tourists for a day! :D
Just drop me a msg or something and come along! :D

Please come. :(
The more the merrier!
(stolen frm xiu's blog.. damn lazy to type.)

~tas

was i outta my head??
was i outta my mind??
i spent close to a thousand dollars tiz weeek..
i feel so guilty now :(
retail therapy la.. watever.

got my new specs today...
bought a pair of soccer boots..
bought alot of accessories too..
earings.. many of them!!
i tink i need to lock myself up.
no more shopping.
need to get contacts too..
running out alrdy...
well i guess i need a job most.
a well paying job.
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!
~tas

the tallest frenz i ever know..





Princess YINGWEN"S 21st birthday!!

alex lookin spastic..


me taking nonsense fotos.. too bored..

lond overdue fotos of us at little india.. :)

juz called to book to dye n highlight my hair..
wanna try some different colours..
wanted to perm oso..
but i duno whether i'd look normal anot..
haha.. dun wanna look old.. nvm la..
juz go there n see lo..
oh wells.. gonna go collect specs soon! :)
so exciting la..
woke up quite early...
talked to Gor for quite some time...
reali full of nonsense lo..
but ah beng ma.. no choice..
onli sincere in teling white lies..
haha

i duno why..
but some people juz make me feel lost..
they make me stumped..
loss for words..
feel stupid n idiotic..
its not good...
i dun like PMS-ers..
~tas

mum told me e funniest things abt myself when i was a kid..
reminising e old times..

she said i was an independent kid who dint like to be spoonfed.
i ate on my own. did all my homework myself.
but i was e most stubborn kid alive.
i wldnt do things ppl ordered me ard to do.
i dun like to sit in a pram but like to push it.
i was a barbarian who always fight with my brothers.
scolding them and wanting things done my way.
im sucha spoilt lil brat!
mum n dad cldnt control me at all..
they said im spoilt rotten..
cuz i always had my grandfather to back me up no matter wat..
and i onli listened to HIM!

i was oso a perfectionist..
i had to score full marks for evrytink..
both english n chinese spelling n dictation..
maths n even art n craft..
i juz hadta geta perfect score..
i'd cry like buckets of tears if i get like below hundred for any spelling..
dad n mum will try to appease me with evrytink n say tht its ok..
but its onli me unhappy with myself..
wat a weirdo la..!!!!

and wats most shocking is tht..
she said i knew howta sing alot of cantonese songs when i was a kid..
and i fascinated all my uncles n aunties..
but now when i tink abt it..
it fascinates me even more..
cuz i reali dun even know howta sing a single canto song now!!

also mum was telling me...
although i was v independent since young..
when i was a kid i hated goin to childcare centre..
changed several childcare centres cuz i hated them..
and i never stayed long in each place..
not even for 2 weeks at each childcare centre..
i was a terror in some sense..
i dint like childcare..
so i dint eat or slp.. or played with any kid ..
i dint like e teacher or people there..
mum had no choice but to take me out.
cuz i was literally dying there..
i was so stubborn i wont take a single bite of food.
neither did i talk to a single other person..
a total anti-social freak.
who was either damn quiet or cried non-stop.
thts why i had to visit several child PAEDITRICIANS..
mum actuali thot sths reali wrong with me..
but turned out im fine..
mum was juz paranoid..
juz tht she was seriously worried she had a weird daughter..
thts why since young i never had to worry abt bad results..
cuz i dun get scolded for doing badly.. :) haha

i was oso damn fussy with food..
i almost dint like to eat anytink much..
even if i like it.. i eat very little.
tht was why i was reali scrawny as a kid..
BUT duno wat happened now though...
maybe i shld be fussy again! HAHA..

she oso mention i was a real tyrant..
barbaric.. whole family oso scared of me..
i demanded alot of things..
shouted at my siblings..
screamed alot too..
and i usually get wat i want or else i cry a hell lot..
i was a real crybaby. still is.
cried over e slightest things.
wat a terror i must say..
im in awe of myself!!!

muz ask mum wat other interesting facts i cant rmb abt myself..
its so cute n interesting.. haha.. laughed so much.. im dying.. :) :)
~tas

reckless me.. made a pair of specs today...
cost me three hundred plus la......
its frm miu miu..
irritating brother psycho-ed me into making them...
well i guess they look pretty good..
hahaha... but seriously..
there goes my next month's pay..
if i even earn tht much..
guess i reali need to go get a proper job..
sticky rice dun have enuff money to pay even half of my new frame..
i havnt been earning anytink yet im spending like im a tai tai..
im so dead..
and im still asking e whole world to go out with me..
oh wells.. im not gonna kare..
i dun wanna rot n die at home..
shall continue.. at e most my acct will run dry..
heck it lo..

met julier bers n aunt belle today.. so fun..
its a rare sight tht both my brothers are out with me..
and it wasnt chinese new year la..
haha.. quite cute la... laughed alot..
had so much fun!!
talkin abt bfs n kopitiam kids...
hahhaahaha

was juz reminded by becks abt tis old nick..
"the thought of u makes my heart jump a little'
maybe its true now.
~tas

i love to talk rubbish / nonsense !!
somehow.. feeling like shitte now..
gotta get out of e hse..
meeting bernice n julia in juz abit :)
i hate fickle-minded people.
includes myself.
~tas

~emotional rollarcoaster~

sea-expedition - aftermath
well looks like sleeping is reali good for muscle-aches too..
cuz i feel no pain anymore.. :) :)
goood for me.. i thot it'll be ard for awhile.. :)
i thot my arms were gonna kill me yesterday..
cuz my whole body hurt so bad esp e arms.
gonna go out today!! yay!! :)
~tas

im gonna crash.
dying of pain.

gonna start work soon.
hope it'll be fun.
beat stayin home bumming all day..

thanks for e call.
thanks for evrytink.
now i see things alot clearer...
thanks for ur theories.
its amazing how u always manage to talk me round n make me smile.
thanks. :)

~tas

im dying dying dying..
pain pain pain pain pain...
sea expedition killed me .
tink im bedridden tmr too..
hurts so much i feel like choppin off my arms..
canoeing or rather kayaking is a killer la..
went to frog island...
i reali tink my arms gonna drop off..
even typing is a chore now..
anyone wanna entertain me on e fone??
tink thts e onli thing i can do..
e onli thing i have energy to do..
maybe i'll juz go off..
~tas

i duno why i always get so confused by such things..
i guess i never reali know..
i duno why you matter so much to me..
when you dun give a damn abt me..
i juz wanna know wat u tink..
know how u feel..
know wat u like..
juz able to see u im happy.
and i love talkin to you.
did i mention? :)
sths i feel like im e silliest person alive.
~tas

heartbroken
~tas

gonna go for sea expedition tmr morning...
gotta wake up damn early...
hope it'll be good..
cuz i dun wanna waste my whole sunday..
out baking in e sun not having fun..
it'll be good..
will take my mind off alot of things.
i need slp.
been sick for e longest time.
~tas

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YINGWEN!!!
finally 21!! :) :)
~tas

i tink i fall too easily..
cuz i tink im falling for u..
i feel uneasy when i dun see u..
i feel like i miss ya alrdy..
ever since u walked away tht day..
i knew i fell.
we dun talk tht much anymore
havnt seen u in so long..
i wanna see u.
~tas

Alex said tis:
the rain will never always be falling
so look out for your rainbow :)
i love tis phase somehow.
~tas

had quite a nice surprise when i woke up today..
mum bought me two more pairs of shoes!
gosh i feel so horrible..
spending so much..
yet im not even working..
spending off mummy..

haha quite happy i gotta talk to u..
though it was juz a lil while.. :) :)

maybe starting work next week if all goes well..
v lowly paid job i muz say..
but better than bumming ard i guess..
at least i reali like e place..
posh n nice :)

guess im gonna see u ard in skool quite alot..
i hope i get used to it .
~tas

i feel so silly.
too silly to be true!

went to watch soccer match today..
support e SA team...
but they lost. sadly.
met GK there though...
too cute to be true...

SUPER DUPER HAPPY TODAY!!!
i finally bought NARCISO RODRIGUES limited edition perfume!!!!!!!
i simply love it!!!! its so pretty!!! :) :) :)
bought two pairs shoes as well!! simply gorgeous!!
spent a bomb..
dint go to e isetan sale though..
too crowded...

wenta catch MI-3 today with Alex..
it was damn funny la.
e show was okay i guess..
not as good as i heard though.
went to ECP beach aft tht..
been wanting to go there for a long time..
finally. but it felt so different..
not as nice as expected..
cuz i tink e part of e beach there not nice..
not much breeze...
thanks so much for e company n sending me back!

but still damn sick.
its worse now.
sighs.

actuali i do miss you.

wish there is someone i can talk to now.

~tas

met jaime sandra pq..
then raffles..
went forum HRC and muddy's...
met some seniors on e way..
then met lala bong angel rongjun n ps..
watched da vinci code movie ..
nothing reali tht fantastic..
bored me out quite a lil..
thanks anyways LALA for e tix dear..
well feeling sick now..
dying.. but still alive...
haha.. :) :)
had quite a day! :)
~tas

kerrie pq n me at attica..
they applying for job...
so cool i wanna do too!
sighs.. they both got e job!
they starting work friday!
how i wish i can too..

~tas

im so confused..
u always do tis to me..
im glad but sad..
why why why..
i kinda know tht i shldnt try to hard ..
then maybe it'll be better...
it may work out..
for once...
duno wat is it abt u tht attracts me like a magnet..
it sux..
~tas

e more u dun want me to go..
all e more i will..
will go for e interview soon..
so wat if its night life..
i dun bother...
dun give a heck abt it...
im going thts final..
wat can u do?
lock me up??
gnd la........
u are in no position to lecture me anyways.
~tas

i totally love the BIMBs thanks u guys for e Adidas watch... i LOVE it... simply a wonderful surprise!!!! :) thanks angel debz bong ann yingwen angela n neo!!! :) :) :) :) :) thank God for u guys! You guys are the most amazing frenz i have known.. !! reali appreciate it all!! :) :) :)
~tas

retarded pppl i know n love!! :) totally had so much fun laughing la!

i have such cute frenz... we all love to play table soccer did i mention?? hahaha..

have e most amazing frenz ever...
its been forever since i last saw them..
n today meeting them was like..
oh man.. old skool...
we talked abt cedar days...
ghost stories..
act like ah beng ah lians..
even wanted to drink bubble tea to reminise e old times..

play arcade..
played para para.. DDR.. daytona.. bishibashi!!
table soccer rocks best la!! :) :) :)
okok.. i know im childish la..
but with them..
cant reali help it lo..
reali miss these ppl..
such cutie pies.. :)
we're gonna have a bbq at sara wei's hse soon!!
hahaha happy lo!!
hope to see them soon again..
i love meeting up with old frenz..
met pq kerrie CK zhenru and birthday girl Jaime !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAIME!!! :)
love ya all!
~tas

i realise i have e lamest cutest funniest and sweetest frenz ard..

i've made a point frm now on..
im not gonna get involved again..
dun wanna hear frm either side..
not gonna judge.. not gonna side either..
juz leave them to e people involved.
reali wanna see u all okie in harmony..

and thanks for always still gettin my out even though aft evry time we have conflicts..
aft awhile juz pretend nth happened..
hope tis time oso.. it'll be fine aft awhile :)
takekare dear :)
~tas

heys.. where are you??
been feeling like crap these days..
life is horrible without you ard..
saw u on msn juz now but it wasnt u..
ur sis replied. sad.
i so need you ard in my life.
pls dun walk in n out of my life...
it hurts. it does.
~tas

im alrdy reali boggled down by so many things..
why torture me with all these??
i reali dun wanna get involved in all these...
gossips/rumours are reali malicious..
so stop it. stop.
~tas

went to lil india with lala tum angeline n bong for indian food (nth to do with praba though)
met praba for aft a long long time :)
at lil india for lunch ..
us all in shades.. acting cool :)

HappY birThdaY to YOU
HappY birThdaY to YOU
HappY birThdaY to .... YOU
HappY birThdaY to YOU
~tas

URGH.
wish somehow in someway i can make u feel a teeny weeny bit better.
pls cheer up k. :) :) :) :) really wanna see u happy.
~tas

small lil things can reali get me down..
esp when it comes to friends.
can neva understd why others can take it so easily..

did my nails today... its quite pretty now..
reali sweet pink color with butterflies.. :)
smiles. :)

finally went to kbox today..
had alot of fun laughing :) :) :)
i sounded like crap though..
out of tune e whole time la..
was quite sick anyways..
i need to see a doc soon..

awful way of ending e day though.
~tas

im so sad.. my stupid com juz cant go online..
cant use it anymore.. in dad's room..
but he slping alrdy...
so i muz get out soon..
wat am i gonna do??
i cant slp... damn!!!
juz wats wrong with my stupid com la..
hate it!!!!!!!!!!!
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.
im juz gonna stone n rot n die.
~tas

people come and people go..
somehow people tht walk in n out of my life are surprising too many..
it seems like a horrible joke heaven's playing on me..
i hate it all.. its too painful..
its sth i wish i can get out of..
i shld have gotten used to it by now..
but why..
~tas

i still feel like shitte......
i dun wanna be tortured no more...
guess tis is gonna be e last time im gonna try..
else im gonna give up.
dun even know why i give a damn.
i dun usually even bother.
~tas

had a very enjoyable day today..
heritage tour lo...
cant believe we came up with so many bright ideas ..
lala rocks la.. once she's back its so fun!
so cute la we're planning more adventurous stuff..
visit quirky places n doing funky things :)
will post fotos soon...
~tas

am nursing a super bad sore throat...
hope it goes away..
please go away..
cuz i reali reali reali reali wanna go ktv tmr...
pls pls pls pls go away..
haha.. i love xiu!!!! :)
~tas

juz got back.
been doing far too many stupid things.
im an idiot.
im wasting my life away...
its all cuz of YOU.. you make me so miserable.
now i feel so confused.
why cant u juz make things easier for me.
tell it to my face. i need it be said straight in my face.
i appreciate honesty.
~tas

WARNING : POST with EMO contents!

i know i promised no more emo post..
well u may alrdy know tht somehow i dun believe in promises anymore..
cried a hell lot yesterday.. duno why juz feel like shitte.
my eyes hurt. urgh.
hey.. thanks for tryin to cheer me up. thanks. :)
i'll seeya sooon yeah..
somehow i juz duno wassup with me.
but u always hurt me again n again.
not as if i dun have enuff things to get me down.
i now duno if i can learn to trust anyone again anymore.
i hate it when things get me down.
i know im juz not tht strong.
still i need to deal with it..
where are u when i need u...
but then again. i duno if i can deal with it if i see u again.
it scares me quite abit thinking abt it.
if i cld avoid u i wld.
juz tht i duno how im gonna face u anymore.
juz dun lemme see u with her.
dunno who i can talk to anymore.
i hate bottling evrytink up inside.
u taught me to get it out of my system.
now u are e very person depriving me of it.
im totally not in e mood to entertain anyone now.
juz gimme a break...
~tas

lala juz came back frm US today.. we met up!! at serene centre irish icecream place.. :)

my dearest lala e penguin phua!!
at sakae sushi :)
dinner :)

suddenly for some weird reason my life is suddenly filled with so many too hard to believe facts..
also.. my schedule is suddenly so packed... so much for wishing for many activities to be lined up.. wanting to pile up my days with stuff.. now its so filled.. but im loving it... the best part is tht i feel a whole lot better frm all e shitte i got recently.. which is good. i mean great! haha.. i juz wanna be happy dun wanna tink abt anytink else la.. be it short-lived happiness.. momentary thrills.. or juz plain smooth sailing days.. all sound reali nice to me.. relai wanna meet as many people as possible tis holidays.. catch up with evryone n anyone.. so pls keep dating me out for anytink at all.. i'll be more than happy to entertain! okay.. not reali anytink or anyone.. but i know wat i mean.. haha.. i juz need to make my life a lil more entertaining n meaningful..
oso.. anyone wants to stay over my place? pls lemme know.. so i can pack.. haha.. my room is a mess. pq.. bong.. angel.. we're set a date soon yeah? watching dvd? i suppose.. pq becky.. u both promised to help me pack my messy room rmb..?? dun go back on ur word ah!
i shall not attempt to post my whole week schedule on my blog juz in case it might cause some misunderstdings.. but u all know who u are.. so excited to meet u all!! :) :) :)

oso.. his birthday coming soon.. wat shld i get him? :\

had sooo much fun meeting penguin phua todaY!! she's back frm US today.. n i'll be seeing her again reali soon.. i reali cant wait man... im estatic!! :)
had alot of fun today.. *smiles*

weird situation. felt like a dream. reali glad i cleared e air.. reali hope things will get better.. guess i wasnt wrong. we both felt weird. actuali duno if u did. i sure did feel it. but guess i had to put tht aside so as not to lose a friend. ur my buddy n i hope u know tht tis friendship means alot to me. hope nothing will change tht okay? forget all e rest. forget all u dun wanna rmb. promise me things will be e same again okie? :) not gonna get mushy n gross.. u know ur "my dearest darling" and tht wont change.. pardon me for being so blatant. ur juz a dear friend tht i wanna keep for a very long time to come. dun want any misunderstdings so i juz hafta be very straightforward abt it. so here's a tribute for my dear friend :
thanks for always listening to me whining n gushing..
thanks for always being there when i duno who to turn to..
thanks for always being so encouraging
thanks for always being my love counsellor..
thanks for always picking up my calls despite knowing u gotta entertain me for so long.. theres juz so many things to say thank you to you. too many to list. im sure u know. thanks again my dear friend :)

friends mean a world to me. so if ever u tink i dun kare abt u. ur wrong. i do.
~tas

i need to pile alot of activities up..
and i mean alot alot of activities to keep me busy..
so anyone wanna go out.. morning afternoon even nite..
anywhere at all lemme know... pls...
juz take it tht i have too much time on my hands..
i need to use it all up. reali.
dun wanna stay idle..
dun wanna work 9 to 5 either..
dun wanna end up too much time n too much to tink abt..
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my fav LALA e penguin is back in town!!!!!!!!
received her sms early tis morning...
u have no idea how glad i am ur back...
finally meeting u again!! tonite!!!!
im estatic!! :) seeya soon.
i wont be square cuz i'll be there.
~tas

how pq n me :)

becky n me :)

out with e bimbos :)

my cramps are reali gonna kill me...
hurts like crazy.
cant blog more.
urghh!!!!!
~tas

i sorta miss you.
miss you alot actualli.
i know i shld get over it.
i know e politically right answers to many things.
juz tht when it boils down to doing it.
i cant.
i juz cant.
i still miss you..
dearly.
~tas

i duno juz wats wrong with me...
i promised no more angsty or emo posts..
but i somehow feel so helpless.. so hopeless..

thanks alvin for sending me back..
reali appreciate it loads..
sorry to keep u waiting so long..
thank u for ur patience..
thank u for always not grumbing whenever n wherever..
sorry for all e trouble caused..

thanks gor as well.. :) :) :)
u made me feel a whole lot better..
thanks u for e philosophy u taught me..
i guess ur rite..
u made me feel a lil less confused..
thanks for e drinks as welll...
certainly e best company of e nite..!!
n e lollipop thoery too! :) :)
it was hilarious!!

momo wasnt as fun as expected..
quite a let down..
but had least i had enuff to drink..
thanks ah beng! :)
hope u like e lollipop!
had fun.. but then again i may not step into momo ever again..
dun reali like it there...
zouk rocks more!!
xiu... i wannz go soon with ya... :)
i am dead beat now.
neeed slp.
*tata*
~tas

obsessed abt something unreachable is stupid.
i need to remember that.

met pq... had lunch supposedly..
but laughed my day away...
e moron is crazy ...
finally eating again..
slp helps. it does. reali.
will be out in awhile..
head hurts still.
watever la.
~tas

meeting pq in juz a bit.
*yay!* :) :) :)
pls pls dun get lost hoh..
seeya soooon.. :)
~tas

woke up reeali early today..
rise n shine.. :)
at julia's now...
*yawns*
need a nap now.. haha

anws... miss how.. thanks.. :)
cldnt have done it without u..
~tas

i feel like im gonna die..
cant seem to eat anytink at all..
felt like throwing up e entire day..
heartburn.. hurting like hell..
wish i can juz burn..
cant slp cant eat..
duno wat im doing online still...
hope i'll be juz fine for tmr..
julia.. hope u'll see me up n alive tmr :)
bimbs... im so goin for part two!!! seeya ..
~tas

sat by e river for a long long long time today.
it was a beautiful sight.
e calmness of e river..
did alot of thinking.. felt a whole lot better..
it was amazing ..
the lights of singapore river..
though nth fantastic...
it made me feel good.
somehow.. under e stars.. n e moon...
watched e stars in e sky..
though not many.. but more than enuff for me.
eventuali evrytink became clear.
my fav time of e day.. in e nite..
when its peaceful n quiet..
~tas

i guess wat i reali want to say is im sorry.
~tas

Disclaimer : tis is NOT an Emo post btw..
woke up with eyes swelled up like a puff...
duno why.. had some dreams yesterday tht i cant rmb...
woke up too early for anytink yet cant get back to slp..
wanted to go out.... kbox plans cancelled..
still wld like to go though..
feeling a lil dizzy...

debra's back frm chiangmai..
yay.. gotta go catch up with them soon..
life has been unbelievably boring these days...
cant wait for lala to come back...
ann chow... shop ur shopping n come back faster too..

anws i reali wanna go one a trip..
trip to anywhere oso can...
juz feel like gettin outta singapore..
used to have my reasons not to wanna leave tis place..
but not anymore...
so i reali hope mum can get some leave to bring me somewhere..
or anyone wanna go on e trip somewhere???

been slacking soo much i work onli 3hrs a week...
so many ppl asking me to get a proper job..
but im juz puttin it off...
cant help it reali...
slacking feels good too..
but i reali cant possibly go out evryday...
goin out means spending..
though i hardly shop when im out nowadays..
evrytink juz looks e same..
boring same stuff..
e onli thing i wanna get is probably e narciso perfume tht i wanted since like...
duno when la... mum said she'll get it for me.. bluff me again...
shld be going to get it soon (i hope) :)
if not i'll juz go get it end of e week...
there goes 3/4 of my shangri la pay....
though i havnt got it yet... damn..
will probably get a pair of blades as well..
been learning at skateline..
hopefully i can finally get my own soon too...

will probably try to get some slp...
nites. :)
~tas

will be over at becky's place later..
staying over ...
tmr will be meeting the BIMBS..
for late lunch...
thurs meeting darren for breakfast..
and followed by momo with e girls..
friday meeting LALA...
awaiting her arrival!! :)
summary of wat will go on e next few days...
~tas

met xiu today... lunch cum dinner cum supper...
duno wat was it la... all in one..
realised how long since i last reali talked to her...
or even hang out...
realised i miss tis bimbo alot..
she's a reali interesting person...
cant std it.. so temperamental..
yet always so crazy n funny..
sorry i bored u out..
u know im someone who can never make decisions..
so dun bother asking in future...
i'll juz get on ur nerves..
haha.. anws all i rmbed doing today was..
eat shop eat walk drink.. :)
slack... haha..
btw.. i'll not post anymore emo post..
i'll listen to u... n stop being like some miserable freak..
stop being emo n hopelessly always so depressed..
thanks girl..
~tas

stupidity of an undying love.
love, e underlying factor.
existance of love n emotions.
caused pain n hurt.

i found a road tht leads to nowhere.
lost in e middle
i cant find my footing..
i need to be back on solid ground.

time is of the esssence
time heals all wounds.. does it?
words easily said.
easier said than done.
dun say a word
cuz evry word u say has a dire effect on me
do u hear?
its e sound of silence.

tis life is over rated.
i sure hope it gets better as it goes.
tears come streaming down my face.
again stuck in reversal.
but i dun wanna be miserable.
~tas

im feeling so sick n tired...
tec is reali horrible to have retrenched us again..
shall not dwell on tht...
was feeling reali sick on e way back...
felt quite lost but aft awhile reali feel like puking..
eww.. am home now.. feel like slping man..
posted some fotos with e girls at shangri la..
gotta go out for chua's birthday dinner later..
duno if i shld join bong they all aft tht..
shall go bathe first n nap if i can..
later then decide..
quite tired oso...
dreads...
~tas

working at shangri la was fun.. see how we were obviously not doing work.. :)

i duno why..
but some things juz matter soo much to me..
while others dun at all..
its e most irrelevant n not-supposed-to-matter stuff tht matters most..
im so not making sense..
maybe im juz tired.
i tink i reali need to find work n stop being lazy...
tmr's work is e last..
maybe i need to slack.

uploaded alot of fotos.. enjoy!
~tas

little joshua's birthday :)

time heals all wound.
but does it ?
~tas

roger... know abt ur accident on tues...
hope u gettin welll reali soon..
11 stitches seem reali bad...
but ur a tough guy..
im sure u will be good real soon..
takekare n have a speedy recovery k..
takekare again!
~tas

i feel so loser la..
"retrenched" on e second day of work...
cuz they have too many people..
like wat the lo..
sad. sad. sad.
going back to work on friday though..
onli as n when they are a lil busier...
there goes my $600 pay...

in e depressed but duno why im depressed kinda mood today...
~tas

had work today..
super tired..
slogged n slacked...
was so happy to see lenise n lauren!!
plus melissa pris peili cindy and swan!
oh man... evryone we know..
know each other..
was so much fun...
so happy it was end of e day..
but another day gonna start again tmr...
long day... so early somemore...
*sighs..*
~tas

i decided to forget abt you..
or shld i say attempt to not even bother..
i know its not easy..
but guess i reali need to ..
to save myself frm feeling so miserable..
wont bother to try to talk to u anymore.
~tas

met so many people today...
too tired to blog abt it cuz i gotta slp early to get up for work...
met pris for the briefing at the job for shangri-la hotel too...
man.. work starts tmr.. gotta wake up at 5am..
im so dead la... hope i wont be late..
n tht i wont K.O tmr cuz i dun look like im slping early..
oh wells.. maybe not. maybe i will now.
nites.
~tas

tagged... did it for u.. cuz u asked me to.. so u better apreciate it...though its nonsense.. haha..
1. Who are you? ur hottie? :p
2. Are we friends? as long as u consider me ur friend i am la..
3. When and how did we meet? first day in jc? we're og mates!!
4. Do you have a crush on me? yeah totally! u know.. tsktsk.. ur my darling leh..
5. Would you ever be attracted to me? obvious la.. darling wat!
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. kaypo
7. Describe me in one word. patient.
8. What was your first impression? cant rmb leh. maybe nice. cuz u talk to me.
9. Do you still think that way about me now? hmmz... no! ur nicer than nice! always listen to me whine, cry, gush and tell stories la..
10. What reminds you of me? u n ur crushes. when u started gushing too!
11. If you could give me anything what would it be? a warm warm hug! i love hugs!
12. How well do you know me? hmm tht depends on how much u told me abt u. ahaha
13. When's the last time you saw me? the day he called me? n i met him.
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? i love YOU know who... :) haha
15. Will you ever die for me? if u wld i wld. :)
~tas

grandfather's death anniversary...
i miss him. i reali do.
love him alot.
alot. alot alot.
i miss him.
will always miss him.
~tas

lunch at new park hotel grandma's birthday...
blading at ECP it was super duper fun... i wanna go again!!
mahjong i dread it.. no choice had to play.
met calvin weijie wenxiong for awhile..
they came over to my place for a chit-chat session..
quite fun! haha... funny n cute...
so long havnt seen them alrdy...
kinda miss all tht noise..
my room so quiet now.
~tas