i tink tis time i've really crossed the line.
cross it too many times and too serious now.
never even in my wildest dreams could i imagine it like tis.
tis is awful. bad. awful. awful.
dun want anytink to jeopardise tis.
i guess i dint really know how to react as well.
it juz never occur to me.
it scares me now to tink abt it.
and i duno how to rectify it either.
pretending im not good at,
lying im worse.
wish somehow it will disappear.
go back to wat it used to be.
go back to before tis.
wish it never did.
it never did.
~tas