sorry im juz gonna start ranting...

had work in the morning...
aft tht a whole 2 days of being out..
juz hanging out with my frenz.
met ann yingwen angeline cheryl xiu yvonne bella ps pauline ...
went dancing yest nite...
reali muz go again..
havnt felt so relaxed in ages...
despite the A's over n no need to study...
i've been feeling reali stressed..
over many issues involved...
...frenz family conflicts...
stayed over at lam's place...
barely slept a few hrs n im out again..
in town again.
enjoyed myself...
hung out with frenz..
visited xiu at her work place for dinner..
shopped awhile ..
took e train back with xiu..
duno why but as i went back today..
felt depressed.. feelin reali down n out..
feel reali pathetic..
like i dun belong anywhere...
maybe its cuz i've been all over the place...
with so many ppl all at one time...
it feels as if i dun belong anywhere...
.. im juz a confused kid ...
head hurts already...
like it hurt so much while dancing yest...
throbbing headache...
plus a horrendous stomach cramp which totally dint help at all..
i need slp.
i NEED to STOP THINKING...
im sooo exhausted..
my thoughts arent coherent anymore..
sometimes a person can appear to have it all on the outside...
but yet so messed up deep down on the inside..
sths we juz get so caught up with our own lifes..
do we notice juz wat it means to the someone who needs our love, kare n concern?
or do we juz pretend to not bother..
or juz nonchalant to all thts happening..
i hope the noise in my head doesnt bother you.
cuz it sure does bother me.
~tas