a love n hate relationship...
it happens to me all the time...
i hateh it sths...
yet a part of me feels so attached to it....
i duno wat im blabbering...
...again i go unnoticed...

anw..work was okay today...
had a new colleague..
gina..
she's nice..
i tink she looks like Alex though..
her facial expressions n all...
striking resemblance..
haha

cool...anw i sold abt 5 phones today..
taking into consideration i wasnt even keen on gettin commission ...
i did quite okay..
haha...

im beginning to feel very skeptical abt life...
its gettin more n more sad...
it feels weirdly sad..
the uncanny-dreary-lost in-my-own-world feeling...
tht i cant reali comprehend with words...
i suck..
maybe im tired...
its a downcast day...
n i cant tink alrdy...
~tas