i feel so ashamed of myself...
i broke down in tears today..
at work somemore..
juz cldnt take it..
felt so shitty...
trying so hard to smile all day..
n tht was the last straw...
felt much better aft tht actualli..
lucky thing there was xiu..
duno wat i'd have done otherwise..
its not ur fault actualli..
im grateful u came all the way..
thank girl..
guess i was alrdy feeling horrid..
aft bottling evrythink inside for so long..
the last few days was bad..
so i guess it all juz came out...
sorry u hadta see me in tht state
i feel so much better now..
at least i've let it out...
~tas