i feel so screwed...
my life's shit rite now.
i doubt any UNI will take me in..
most of the ppl i know have been accepted somewhere..
got in somewhere...
or at the least got calls frm a UNi..
except me.
God-willing..
i'll go whereva he leads me..
even if it means to go abroad..
if thts the case..
goodbye..
i dun tink i can make it in any uni here..
havnt receive any call watsoever..
my life's a mess rite now..
emotionally drained..
spiritually dry..
physically tired..
wish i can juz disappear...
never to appear again..
i wish i can be happier..
i know i can be.
but its juz not now.
i dun even know why i've got so much to say...
somehow i wish my life can be a lil easier to live.
i guess as compared to many..
my life is reali good alreadi..
guess i shldnt ask for too much..
numb.
i juz wanna feel numb.
numb to evrythink..
numb to anytink.
juz numb.
NUMB.
^tas