i juz needed someone to hear me out..
but i duno wat exactly to say..
guess i merely wanted someone to chill with...
someone to juz be dere n sit by me..
i feel totally useless..
back aching reali badly...
its a weds nite..
im begining to detest weds nite...
it always makes me feel kinda weary..

i felt totally stone today..
if not for debra i wldnt know wat i'll do all day...
tmr will be a better day i hope..
ann n debs working with me..
its gonna be FUN!
i hope...
im beginning to lose faith in myself all over again..
somehow...
sths i cant make it on my own...

she's sick... kinda bad..
high fever...
duno wats wrong...
hope she's feeling better...
poor thing..
duno why always fall sick nowadays...
duno if she got it frm me..
thru telepathy?
haha
nah.

im full of crap nowadays...
juz need to entertain myself..
juz gotta make life a lil more fulfilling than it alrdy is now..
juz to make it feel a lil more interesting than it is boring...

supposed to go meet xiu for dinner..
but cuz of some stuff..
she managed to convince me to o her hse..
BUT cuz of the rain tht deterred me frm leaving office..
i ended up not going anywhere in e end...
gen was at gardens..
but she wasnt of any help either as she left when i reached gardens..
wat a pal... :( *damn sad*
went str8 home aft tht...
sad.
life sucks.

~tas