i need to rant.
so if u dun feel like it juz get lost...
dun hafta read on..
i feel like im putting on a front all the time.
juz so afraid of others seeing the weaker side of me..
often hiding my fears with smiles..
and tears with an even stronger smile...

its all fake.
i hate to hide my feelings..
but i dun want my frenz to see me sad..
and worse still i dun wanna dampen anyone's mood..
im not in the mood to do anytink anytime soon..
or at least the nex few days...
so dun bother asking..
but tht is .. tht anyone will ask..
my life is juz missing out alot of fun..
no thrill watsoeva..
juz mundane, shitty job plus almost evry slpless nite..
cant get to bed..
juz stone n rot..
and soon enuff im at work again...
repeating the whole process over n over again...
which sucks big time..
i need a life..
tht doesnt consist of work skool uni stress or worries..
im tired.. exhausted..
i hate to think..
i think too much.
still.
again.
~tas