im so sick n tired...
of evrytink..
duno why but i've been having such an uneasy feeling in me...
its like aft watching the show "closer"..
how when evryone thot her name was Alice..
but it turns out tht her real name is Jane.
its kinda sad when the ppl u thot know u best are the ones who know u the least...
somehow it got me thinking..

Isnt he the guy that made me cry...

Isnt he the one who's on my mind?

why is it tht the one who means the most to you make you cry?

why do i keep wondering why?

Isnt he the one whom i thot wld make me smile...

Isnt he the one who caused me slpless nites?

why is it tht i cant stop thinking how he is today?

why do i keep wishing i'll see him again?

im hopeless.

im a wreck.

im nth more than crap.

wat i wrote isnt meant for anyone in particular if u were wondering who..

its juz random thots i felt like putting down..

i cant get the uneasy feeling to go away..

its bothering me but i dunno why.

its a friday nite n evryone's out having fun...

onli left with me n myself to rot & numb.

today's the busiest day of the month...

tmr will be too..

the project tht i've been waiting for to come..

so i can quit soon n become a real slacker..

im a hopeless case of retard.

i cant even think of words to describe myself n how i feel anymore..

all i know is tht i wish deres someone to share n pour out mt thots and feelings to..

i wish i can find someone

tht someone who'd juz sit ard with me...

dun even need to hear me out..

juz chill with me..

at least to let me feel tht im not alone..

evryone's so busy..

evryone's preoccupied with their lives..

evryone's got someone they can turn to in need..

evryone's has their own frenz..

evryone's got their own lives to live.

evryone's got a part in someone's life.

evryone's has evryone.

But me.

^tas