guess im gonna MIA for awhile aft tis entry...
till i feel better...
so enjoy tis entry while its heree...
terribly lonely week.
dint bother abt anytink or anyone.
in short juz peaceful.
late nitez out.
but still.
met up with wj a few nitez ago..
he was feeling upset and needed a chat..
sat at gardens and talked for hrs till it was almost morning..
glad he felt better..
met up with darren last weds..
for lunch..guess it was one few time i actuali sat down to talk to him..
im glad i did cuz he enlightened me on quite a few issues i never reali thot abt..
yet making me tink even more and feel even more confused..
whichever.. i juz need to STOP tinking for awhile.
its driving me crazy..

wenta church for meeting today...
had to be late cuz of work...
cuz they start too early..
wats worse is tht im now i admin..
which i totally HATe..
but i guess i hafta do it i guess..
i feel sooo irresponsible..
soo sooo soorrry esta!!
im sucha disappointment..
im sorry.. :(
guess u muz be so angry i dint do much rite..

anyways.. wenta give charlene moral support...
our cell met at siglap CC..
charlene ting darren dengzhi and rach all came down!
played badminton..
it was real fun..
i totally enjoyed it!
though i was made the dummy in the end..
im happy anyways! :) at least for the nite..
darren send us home too!
felt soo bad cuz it was sucha long distance ..
we both stayed like so far away!
thanks DARREN!

anw.. i feel terrible now..
gorged myself with too much food today..
i hate the feeling..
super bloated..
*sigh*
someone save me..
im super tired..
yet i cant slp..
my stupid mind keeps keeping me up..
i feel terrible.. and terribly full..
~tas