i feel so totally exhausted...
even lazy to try on stuff today...
had quite alot to deal with today..
at work im now almost like a nanny..
today susanna had an asthma attack..
kinda freak me out...
hadta try calm her down n all..
luckily it was under control..
she was hospitalised the past three days..
juz came bac frm the hospital n she had a relapse..
dere was no one else to help me at first...
and i had no experience or warning..
was glad all's find in e end...
i kinda enjoy work now..
its at a much slower pace...
n things are falling into place..
geraldine's nice to me too now...
i shld be happy...

anw.. my hair's reali dry rite now..
like dying out..
too much chemicals man..
dyeing is bad for my hair...
sigh.. tmr goin k-box..
hopefully it'll be good.. :)

i wanna listen to karma..
dint getta finish hearing it...
anw.. been listening to alot of jars of clay lately..
...furthermore..
listening to it over and over again thru e nite..
im enjoying it even more ...
it reminds me of alot of sad stuff though...
distinctively esp on the journey back to changsha frm yanlin..
whenever i hear it tears will roll down my cheek unstoppably...
its like a lethal weapon..
it hurts so badly it even kills..

i guess emotions are the worse enemy of oneself..
it eats into you..
consumes one thru n thru...
happiness or sadness..
it pities no one else..
and it hurts.
~tas