its been quite awhile since i really blogged a public entry..
my life has been quite a rollercoaster..
but i juz wanna be happy and thts all tht matters now..
had a really hectic schedule the past two weeks..
hardly had anytime to go out to chill with my dear frenz..
dinner anytime anyone?
i have two weeks of hols off working..
took leave.. so anyone free for a drink or lunch or dinner?
juz msg me..or call? u know how to get me..
had a few birthday parties on..
samuel goh tan and angeline..
happy birthday pepz! to al whose birthday is coming soon too..
which includes xin's..
oh dear.. means its time to go shoppin for presents!

had reali fast n furious endless amount of work to be completed in so short time..
Geraldine's out of town..
Hooray! :) means no working.. which explains my leave..
soon i can stop workin for her!

had a camp as well for 4 days...
it was madness.. super tiring.. exhausting..
super drama as well..too many things happened in too lil time..
i guess at time dere are just things we have to let go..
cuz sometimes deres no point holding on cuz it wld be courting trouble on my part..
i'll give up and tis time i wont ever try again.
i used to tink i never learn..
cuz im still hopeful..
but now i know its not worth it.
no one apprecaites it.
no one treasures it.
like i do.

i nevr knew friendship are meant to work out tis way..
promises are lies tht are meant to fool you.
im disillusioned by the way things turn out.
i never meant any ill-intentions or hidden agenda towards you..
but u juz had to shove me like tht..
saying the things u once promised u'd never say to me..
n not doing the things u promised u'd do.
LIES. LIe. LIES..
deceit.deception.feint,,,
its all bullshit ..
forgive me if i wont trust u again.
i cant anymore.
i wont ever.
a least for now.

was listening to "..dun cry out loud.."
n i tears started streamin down my cheeks..
"..juz keep it inside...kearn how to hide ur feelings.."
why issit tht when u feel down u are not supposed to express it?
isnt it really sad tht way?


it wass quite a crazy week.. was up to my neck..
had to rush to sony for work str8 aft we break camp..
n in the midle of it.. had some meeting at Ritz ..
last two days was full of fun workin at Nokia Connection at Ritz Carlton...
made some reali nice ppl..
Jarred.. with out him i'll be bored to death..
Katerina.. a pretty model who gets paid like almost 10 times of wat we get...
a super super kind-hearted gorgeous lady...
super nice karen, liz, yuuso, aziza frm Nokia..
wanjuen, eeteng, pauline frm TEC..
Daniel.. another model.. who witnessed my fall.. thx for the help man..
a real gentleman i must say.. good looking too! :)
too bad i dun have fotos of him.. else im sure Xiu will find him cute!
shared a cab with him to work cuz coincidentally he stays in gardens too!
all thx to Jarred! i saved on cab-fare.. :)
n there was pris jiayi .. jordan jj sq sin aloy n pepz dere too..
so good to see familiar faces again... happy..!
~tas