DISAPPOINTMENT..
guess i never thot i'll see him dere..
and when i did..
he wasnt exactly wat i'd call decent looking..
always thot of him as someone i admired alot..
a "model example" turned bad..
guess he was kinda stunned to see me there too..

joel, cheryl, lam, shirleen, pris, junjie, aloy, sin, hilda n company, xiu and shuyun weiling many more were all dere today..
nth much to say juz tht i felt so relieved..
duno why..
quite bothered too..
wished in life.. there are so many things we neednt know..
tht we wldnt ever know..
ignorance is bliss..
ed's name came to my mind like a thousand times..
im finally admiting it..
but oh well..
wished somehow..
~tas