im so sick and tired of guessing wats wrong with the world...
evryone seems to be having their own problems..
wish i can maintain the kinda perspective whereby im unaffected by all the happenings ard me..
nonchalant abt evrytink thts goin on ard me..
its painful sths to know tht ur dear friends are goin thru so much and u cant do anytink abt it..
its tiring.. really tiring ..
wish somehow i can dissolve..
so i wont keep feeling so crappy...

feeling so confused now..
abt so many things..
im like high on too much of myself..
wish i can juz stop evrytink juz leave to somewhere where deres like nth to worry abt..
to a place where theres no emotional attachments watsoever..

i wont be goin down to visit debra tonite..
so i have no plans now watsoever...
dun wanna go back early today..
anyone wants to have dinner out?
or juz chill..?
call me.
~tas