i have this very uneasy feeling...duno why is it whenever i watch tv or some show..though i know its juz a show..but it always seem to hit me so hard i really duno watta do..it dampens me to watch sad romantic shows when e lead actor n actress dun get together..i love happy endings..i feel sad..
i wanna find a bf..someone i like n like me too..is it too much to ask? it seems tht evryone else can find someone.. why not me..when i see happy couples..i feel so envious..when will it be my turn..i've been waiting all my life for my Mr Right to appear...walloing in self pity yet i have to put up a front like i dint kare abt a thing in the world..does anyone know how i feel??no.no one does.

life got cold...now.. many years ago...we're running out of time..im sinking on e line..
lying on e brink of gettin thrown off course...
~tas