when u have no expectations.
most often you'll be more pleasantly surprised.

had production stuff today..
cant believe e coincidence of things..
the characters have changed names..
xiaojuan is now kexin..
wat a small world..
haha..
cant believe so many things have happened..
it seems like i've been sleeping too long..
n i've onli juz recently woke up frm a terribly long long dream...
its scary somehow..
watched e prodtn cast at work today..
e play is deep...
but it hits me somehow..
the feeling n emotions used are quite overwhelming for me...
i have no idea watso ever wat to do with my emotions..
i guess.. theres nth i can do..
depressed..
wondered to myself..
if i leave today.. right now..
will it matter at all to you..
wld it make a difference to you?

would u mind?
would u cry?
would u be sad?
would u miss me?
would you?
perhaps not.

i want to leave.
to somewhere far far far away..
wanna leave tis place.

~tas