i duno .. i reali duno...
did i lose it alrdy..
so quickly..
someone said tht i was onli trying...
to convince myself all these while..
am i reali??
but i do feel alot happier..
juz tht when it comes down being all alone..
the pain n sadness kicks in..
will it reali come right back to kick me so hard..
so hard tht i wont be able to take it??
i believe im stronger than juz tht..
i hope im not juz convincing myself..
i had alrdy done so long ago..
maybe its juz mood swings..
all i need to do is let it all out.. :)
*smile*

had some fun talkin to some ppl today..
somehow juz made my day..
back to e old times..
juz talking nonsense n teasing each other..
im happy juz like that..
easily contented.
im happy :)
:)

~tas