i guess its cuz we always quarrel tht to avoid tht..
its silence i suppose.
u came by, but u never bother.
guess i juz hoped tht somehow u'll juz at least wish me good luck.
maybe thts too much to ask.
sorry. i guess theres not much i can do.

i dreamt tht i woke up onli to realise tht i miss my exams tis morning..
which in fact i did go for it..but screwed it up.
i oso dreamt of you.
it was cuz of u i dint go for my exams.
woke up to realise i was upset n crying.
and was so scared..
not onli cuz i missed my exams..
but cuz it was fear..
cuz u made me feel so scared to lose u.
onli u have e capability to do tis to me.

well, distractions aplenty.
now studying seems foreign.
too unimportant somehow.
feels like i've given up altogether.
feels like i want out.
thurs isnt very far away..
i hope.
~tas