been thru e busiest yet most fulfiling week..
eventful n unforgetable....
had my fair share of fun tears boredom laughter smiles n anger..

Eldon is e most horrible person i've met...
seriously.. said e meanest things to me on e first day..
made me fuming mad..
calls me old bird for no reason..
doesnt know howta help me but bullies me all e time..
whines like a girl.. in fact worse than a girl..
tinks im 24 years old..!!!
he makes me laugh n cry at e same time..
gosh..

and i finally talk to him..
juz wanna clear e air..
guess im not seeking an answer anymore..
im past tht trying n gettting hurt...
juz want us to stay in talkable terms..
i want us to be able to stay frenz despite it all..
i want to know tht he's not a jerk..
i want to believe tht i trusted him right..
i need to be able to understd it..
i still want to see him.
~tas