ROGER came to visit me twice in a row on both nites...
supposedly breakfast.. but ended at having dinner cum supper ...
then i had a spin ard e estate n on expressway!!!
went on 140km/hr!!!!!!!! it was amazing la!!!!
super duper fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.. im so happy...
e second nite he bought me curry puff frm old chang kee!!!!
juz when i was super hungry!!!!
THANKS FS!! you are e BEST!!

worked at Nokia starlight cinema event...
it was quite slack quite fun...
will be goin to work at expo for e children day event frm tmr till sunday..
hope all goes well cuz i also need to prepare for my presentations..

met camilia becky n cand for awhile today..
thanks ah ma for organising...
PQ u're greatly missed!! why u dint come!!!!
*smack YOU*

gotta go do ppt alrdy..
nitez. byebye!!
~tas

mum's getting discharged tmr!!!
im so happy... haha..
its been a reali tough time for me somehow..
she's recovering reali fast..
*praise e Lord!!*
hope tis time e bone tumour is gone for good.. :)
her physiotherapy sessions are goin on reali fine as well..
soon she'll be able to walk alrdy!! *yay!!!* :) :) :)
*happiness*
~tas

duno wat im blogging..
duno wat im talking abt..
i feel lost..
haha.. and i feel so cynical..
im a skeptic.. or maybe becoming one..
more n more anti-social now..
but thts cuz of my fear of trusting people anymore..
i dun wanna be tis way...
i feel cold.
i am cold.
~tas

i realised i have been far too childish for too long.
time to grow up.
haha.. e silliest thing one can do is to laugh at herself..
and i've been doing juz tht..
juz wat is it tht affects me so much..
i let my emotions control too much of me.
i let evryone ard me control how i feel..
i need to have a mind of my own. and a heart as well.
life breathes and goes on...
i breathe juz to get on.
its insanity i feel.
i duno who i am anymore..

im losing e people i love ard me..
like emotions, friendship takes effort to maintain..
alex told me tht i need to put in tht extra effort to maintain e good mood im in..
i tried and i put in e effort only to find myself in greater pain..
like in e same way.. friendship?
wat are they anymore..??
lies. lies. and more lies?
fake smiles people draw on their faces juz to get by..
tis so called sociallizing.. erks me.
i hate it but sadly it happens to me too..
like a hypocrite.. i am one too..
often unable to get out of tis web..
its a vicious cycle tht goes on n on..

fringing upset over some things now.
why is e world sucha fake place to be..
evrytink one does has a motive. a hidden agenda.
evryone for themselves.
i want to believe in sth real.
sth simple. less e intricate falacies of life.
sth not so complicated.
juz simply love.
love for a friend.
love for a brother.
love for a kiddo.
love for a love one.
one without wanting anytink in return.
juz love.
~tas

.we fall in love with stranger.

.if things arent a good fit, they arent a good fit.
.there's no point wasting time n energy blaming others or urself.
.happy or sad, glad or mad.
.we're all a mix-up of emotions.

i did want to be part of your world.
i wish i wish i knew juz wat went wrong.
wish i knew why.
i dint mean to fall in love with you.
wish i knew better.

i hope tis will end it all.
~tas

the scariest place one can be is outside a operating theatre when a loved one is inside..
well for one it made me freaking scared...
waited 9 long hours .. it felt like forever...
thank God evrytink's well again...
evry cloud has a silver lining..
mum's goin for physiotherapy now n is getting well real fast..
im so relieved things went well eventually...
thank GOD. :) :) :)
~tas

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~tas

because of you i am who i am..
because of you i duno love anymore..
because of you i pray n wish evrynite..
because of you i cant find myself anymore..
because of you i never strayed too far frm e sidewalks..
because of you im willing to give up e things i love..
because of you i'll treasure evrytink ard me more..
because of you i dunno if i'll learn to trust again..
because of you i lost myself within ur promise..
because of you...
~tas

pls pray for my mummy..
mummy gotta go for a operation on 20th of tis month..
im extremely worried cuz its a major operation.
pls pray.
~tas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESMOND!!!!!!! :) :)

cherie n me... candy n me.. me!