i dreamt of you again last nite..
tis time it feels so real..
as if u were tis close to me..
u were wearing ur fav color..
a red polo tee..
e first time u appeared in my hall..

been studying really hard in skool..
in study room evryday..
i really need to do well...
i wanna get my A's..
i dun want mediocre results..
i feel utterly stupid cuz evryone seems so smart...
mainly people like danny qixiang n zhizong..
they make me feel super lousy..
maybe im juz me..
juz passing shld never be on my agenda...
but it seems to me tht i've been happy with it all these while..
i need to work hard... and i mean like real hard..
putting in real effort...
another 2more papers...
i totally cannot wait for it to be over!
AHHhh..

goin for skate day tmr...
hopefully i can finish studying by today..
i need discipline..
i shall not cont blogging..

where are you Christmas??
looking forward to Christmas!! :)
wat u want for Christmas?? :)

~tas