holidays are here..
somehow i feel tht before i know it it'll be all over..
i mean Christmas.
it'll come n it'll go..
so fast.

so many things to do..
yet so lil time..
i wanna buy so many things..
i need to get so many presents..
not forgeting i need to work to get e money to do those.
work to pay.

sometimes i wonder.
why do i even bother.
at all.

my hair feels so damaged i decided to cut off a large part of it cuz it feels so bad..
feels so short now.. saddened...
did the treatment too... feels a whole lot better now..
sure hope the treatment lasts..

Tuckshop by Sticky Rice is gonna open soon..
n i was invited back to work..
dint wanna take it cuz it pays so bad..
but agreed anyways..
still doing events.
n Nokia screwed up my schedule so bad..
argh.. guess im juz gonna slack at Tuckshop..
at least there's Thomas there :)
and its near Bobby's..
for some reason i feel entirely silly.
oh wells, all in e name of keeping myself occupied.
im reali quite tired of feeling down n out.
bought him his fav chocolates today.
utter foolishness.

worked at caltex house for nokia the other day..
met quite a few cute ppl..
nice colleagues..
n some surveyor who reminds me so much of zhong.
we sat down n talked and i realise e striking resemblance wasnt juz e look but also e similar way they speak n carry themselves..
was talking to zhong as well n i realised he matured alot..
its not tht zhong isnt matured before..
but he never seem to fail to amaze me with these conversations..
casual conversations but nevertheless show his intellectual being..
he's one deep one.. reali enjoy talking to him..
n i simply love his smile! :) my all time fav-est smiler! :)
fell in love with his smile right frm e first day i knew him..

anyways.. had a chalet on friday..
was my dear PAULINE's birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!!!!!!
Happy 20th!! finally hit the BIG TWO...
love ya !!!!! :) :)
sorry babe i was sucha mess..
i hope it was all good for u still!!!

feeling so tired now.. wanna go slack n slp..
shall watch show first..
tata~
~tas