surprisingly..
many things have changed..
as much as i want them to stay e same..
i know it never will..
while some things dun change,
somewhere inside of me wants them to.

people often contradict one another n even themselves..
to an extent im sometimes e last person who understds myself.
confused most of e time.
e past year has been quite a rollercoaster.
not quite a bed of roses but thank God You've been so good to me.
i'd still like to believe tht the world is a wonderful place to be.
life has life in itself.
choices and decisions.
so much i dun wanna know. denial.

the funny thing is.
angsty me hates myself.
i shall never be a whiny pot again.
it irks me. eww.
or shld i say i must try to not be.
ever so often.

i wanna be cheerful..
be able to laugh so much like i always do..
stop emo-ing abt u whenever wherever.
i'll pretend it doesnt matter. though it does.
wish it'll blow over. soon.

i love romeo n juliet.
i really do.

wish i can say "i wanna spend my evryday with you." :)
juz because u matter. somewhere back then. still do.

resolutions.
stick with my principles.
do not succumb to ways of e world.
be myself.
do not change myself for anyone.
unless because i want to.
perfectoaskl :)
~tas