Fashion show festival is a must go..
duno why i keep saying tht..
but seriously its an experience..
so cool .. it juz really good..
e runway catwalk is definitely sth i enjoy watching..
im not tht much into style but its definitely v interesting to look at..

met K for lunch today...
was so fun catching up with him...
went shopping..
i simply love to buy SHOES..
hahhaa.. :)
made my day..
im a happy girl.. :)
~tas

happy birthday to all e March Babies...

to...

Wendy Keith Ken Shiang TianHui

Luke Caleb GG Mummy Lyndon & Me..!!

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!

hope evryone had a blast!!!!!!

~tas

i wish u'd hold my hand like u do..
lead me e way so i wont be afriad i'd fall...
i wish u'd treat me like a little girl..
e way u tap my head & ask me if i understd..
i wish u'd whisper to me like u do..
juz to make sure evrytink is alright..
~tas

cry when u want to..
cry when u need to..
cry when u feel like it..
cuz botttling it up inside..
makes u feel worse than ever before.

i love stormy nights.
but that'll change.
cuz it suddenly feels so cold.
i cant std e cold.
~tas

e many litle things tht made my day today extremely happy!!

roomie - thank you for being you.. for putting up with me.. for always being tormented with me talking nonstop all day all nite.. for have so much patience.. for not scolding me even when u cant std my nonsense.. for always making me feel so good abt myself.. for always being duper nice n sweet to me.. for being e sweetest roomie ever!!

angela - thanks for e msg. even so far in e states. u dint n never forget. i love you!
you'll always be my LALA e penguin! cant wait for 10th MAY! :)

wendy - i'll always be a day older than you! :)
im waiting for e day u come back so we can celebrate back our 21st!

chua - ur hair is sth i never imagine u do.. cuz i thot u never wanted colour! :)
it was great able to talk to u like old times..

shermaine - seeing you juz makes me happy! dunno why!
i know u probably wont ever see tis..
but u are e one friend i know in ntu econs tht i can reali talk to!
we muz have more classes together!!

cherie - u always never fail to make me smile with ur wave! haha :) like a doll!

vincent - sorry i dint notice you cuz i was feeling entirely zombie-fied.
but ur BOO!!! plus ur happy smiley face..woke me up!
a real nice way to end my day of class! :) made my day! :)

ann - thanks for e msg.. n for taking time off..
i'll be praying for you.. i promised. i will.
u have been e sweetest always sucha darling!

bong - thanks for e "date" :) im so looking forward! :)
its gonna be out enjoy day!! but pls pls get well soon too k!

kenneth - haha.. :) monday :)

ben - u dint come saturday! u disturb me.. so thursday my turn to disturb u!!
watch ur back.. u might see sth flying ur way!! cya!!

debra - did i tell u??? both YOU n pq were e first to sms me
when e clock striked 12 on 19th march! :)

pq - friday! :) my all time fav nonsense hang out buddy PSF! :)
u always make my evryday! :)

friday is also crazy elephant day!! :)

~tas

genevieve :)
talking to u sure made my sad day a happy one@!
it made all e difference!!
thanks for always remembering!

godbro's chocs accompanyed me..
e whole day? haha.. made me smile whenever i had one..
though chocolates means fat.. but still!! haha..
i almost sound lunatic..
but i guess it comes frm where it comes frm..
at least im happy..

clarence!
haha so good to hear frm u..
its been forever since i last heard frm u ..
my OG eye candy !! :)
thanks for e surprise birthday wish!!! :)
it definitely brought a smile to my face :)

TAWG :)
~tas

i have seriously so many fotos..
i dun have e energy to post them..
will try again if i have e time...

been a super hectic weekend..
had an amazing time..
never ever felt like tis before.
almost like a dream come true..
almost perfect! :)

wanna thank God for being so good to me..
all these years.. for being my best friend..
e one n only one i can turn to when e world turns away ..
these awesome 21years of my life till today..
im finally 21?
but does it mean i can do wat i want n have e freedom..
i reali duno man.. feels e same..
nothing lacking.. nothing more :)

to a few special people i want to mention.
Ann Debra Angeline Angela Yvonne Wendy Neo & Yingwen.
thanks for giving me so many wonderful memories.
really missed ur presence at my 21st birthday..
but for various reasons i know u cant make it.
thanks for being such dears to me.
you guys i will never ever forget.
thanks for making my days in SAJC so unforgettable!
you know i love you all! :)
always! :) n babes.. u are friends i treasure..
and wanna keep for e rest of my life..

And.
to you.
classic is e only word i can use to describe it.
kept my hopes up n dashed them.
i cant understd.
i cant accept.
i cant believe.
i cant take it.
i cant comprehend.
i cant admit it.
i cant.
juz cant.
~tas

abel chiochio me denice! :)
huimin n denice!!! im always ur room squatter! :p

HUIYI N ROGER!!
my fav senior n fs gf!!!! :)

claudia van n cherie!
the three pretty girls i know!!

shane andry marcus xiu lili!
pauline xiu lili chrys! :)
u girls will always be so close in my heart!!
love ya babes!!

my cousins! ppl i grew up with!! :)

SAJC ppl.. cj lucas tianci melvin Et
not forgetting nat n yiwei

Cedar - jaime felicia ck
pq becky shena

FAMILY! :)

shane claudia vanessa cherie lili xiu andry marcus
not forgetting pauline chrys gavin anton luke not in e foto

brandon david jaime robyn yong elaine zhong esmond
duane charlene bryan terence homeng sam dengzhi ting

my fav n bestest roomie.. n yq!
a special tribute to her..
cuz she's been e nicest n sweetest n most wonderful n understding roommie ever!!
i love tis girl so much cuz she's e best of e best of e best!!

my hall frenz.. haojie zoe alvin alex denice chiochio abel huiyi and rogerfs!

not forgetting edwin

had a blast at e party last nite!!!!!!
e best party i've ever had..
really wanna thank evry single person who came..
n to all those sadly who cant make it..
thank you for all e well wishes!!
i love ya all e same!!
i feel like im e luckiest girl in e world wide world..
so many ppl to thank! =)
so many things i wanna say..
to all those who came...

with no sequence of imptance..

xiaojuan
yongquan
xiu
pauline
lili
pq
roger
huiyi
david
felicia
ck
jaime
andry
shane
cherie
vanessa
claudia
dz
elaine
ting
keith
kenneth
darren k
lijia
charlene
samuel
bryan
esmond
zhongxing
leon
duane
zheng
robyn
yong en
esta
haochieh
zoe
xiang
steffy
brandon
tianci
cj
melvin
shane
ziqiang
windz
praba
melwyn
darren t
lyndon
julia
bernice
angela
jon
naomi
joshua
javier
joshua
nat
yiwei
jade
allen
marcus
chua
abel
denice
alex
alvin
edwin
weitao
lucas
calvin
weijie
huimin
jaime
nicole

to those who dint make it for some reasons..
but sent their well wishes..
Thank YOU.. it means juz as much to me! :)
thank you!! :)
James
kexin :)
kevin
nolan
destiny
dixon
genevieve
nelvin
chrys
gavin
becky
shena
luke
anton
joel
hilda
chuanlei
camilia
shiang
shu
cheryl
shermaine
mark
nigel
perry
stan
yingwen
debra
bong
jolene
jingmin
micah
alvyn
hueyying
paul
tim
royston
danchi
neo
victoria
kenneth
cailin

hope i dint leave anyone out.. do let me know if i do..
cuz im always sucha blur blur block!
to all my family relatives n all those who help make tis possible for me.
thanks a million... its one of e best day of my life!!!
best birthday i ever have!!
happiness overflows frm inside me...
as e room is slowly filled with ppl..
so is my heart with happiness... :) :) :)
thank you..
wat can i say but thank YOu..
not forgetting to Thank GOD for being so good to me.
for my whole 21 years..
thank YOU
so much to say but evrytink is kept warmly in my heart.
~tas

haha.. i take back my words...
some people can be trusted :)
totally made my day!!
im such an easily contented fool seriously..
but i guess thts good..
though things get me down easily juz as well..
im so glad its kinda easy for me to be cheered up too!
haha FS rocks! :) haha.. *pouts*
i take after u too much alrdy!
now im beginning to sound like sucha bloakhead idiotic pig!
juz like you!! :) so glad she'll be coming too!!
u scared me so bad..
almost thot i'd be disappointed all over again..
but u made me doubly happy!! :)
HY is a VIP too!!

haha i sound bimbotic now! :)
i talked to much last nite..
i know u quite stunned..
but oh wells..
cant help it :p
sad truths.
good u know now dun u tink :)
funny how things juz fall into place..
maybe not exactly perfectly e way we want it..
but at least smile-la-ble..

it makes me so nervous to tink wat will it be like..
im all nervous excited n all..
e anticipation is killing me..
someone help!!! :)
one thing will help..
dun say no to me alright?? :)
~tas

today is a happy n sad day...
worth smiling n crying..
it was really good to see you though..
made my day...
today's also a grooming day..
went for an indoor tanning session ..
but i dun seem to have tanned..
somehow.. anyhows..
went for facial n massage..
shopped n shopped n shopped..
finally bought some of e things i wanted to get for so long..
spent a whole day juz doing all these..
felt reali good till e bad news came..
extremely sad..
but i guess it doesnt matter anymore.
muz learn to juz not take things too hard..
doesnt matter anymore..
hope fs will appear later like he say..
then again.. no one rmbs to keep to promises anymore..
~tas

its funny how guys say tht they notice how funny it is after you rip out their heart, stick it down their throat and still want to be friends. yet not realising that half the other time they are the ones who do that to girls and that they are not the only ones who get hurt.
is it really that difficult to stay friends? :(

To the one man i respescted the most all my life..
my all time favourite person ever!
Happy Happy BIrthday to YOU..
wherever you are..
you know i wont ever forget..
my dearest grandfather.. :)
u'll always be so close to me in my heart..
~tas

i dun tink anyone is able to understd how i feel right now...
a whole lot of mixed emotions goin right thru me..
i can be e blurrest n most absent minded person ever..
worried if i missed out anyone...
or forget anytink impt..
if i did not rmb anytink at all..
e anticipation of people turning up on saturday...
to see evryone gather together..
thrilled abt wat it'd be like..
wooohoooo!! :) im sorta getting hyped up again..
despite it all..
im beginning to adjust myself..
to not be too affected by it... :)
hopefully it will work..
though i know it wont be the same without you..
my best friend for e longest time..
u know i wont forgive u for it! :(
cuz it totally isnt a valid reason..
still i hope u change ur mind !
it leaves me feeling so uncertain..

hohon said e funniest thing yesterday...
i seriously am totally amused by him..
but i guess he's right..
i dun have to worry.. :)
cuz its all abt e mindset!

wanna thank SamUELLY too..
for making e extra effort..
im impressed! :)
maybe i shld change my attitude tooo..
it has a chain effect.. :)

mel n tim oso totally made my day !!
reasons im too lazy to elaborate..
melwyn is like e smartest dude i know..
muz lerant frm him..
be a mugger n be on e dean's list..
but judging my results..
far frm it .. hahaa

been busy to e max e past weekend..
had so many places to run..
so much things to do..
had alot of fun though..
with open hse, n nolan's hall production..
loads of shopping trips for e party!
i still duno wat im gonna wear!!! *headache*
BUT projects tuts assignments n tht 802 term paper proposal killed me ..!
... all e stuff to get ready..
i feel like dying !! :(

anws.. i need HELP with decorations n balloons on saturday before e party..!!
anyone wanna HELP me PLs?
pls let me know if u free to help me out k..
will lova ya!
`tas

why do u juz hafta make me cry like that..
its been a long time now..
u know how much tis means to me..
u have to juz add that ..
i know i am in no position to say anytink to u ..
nor ask of u anytink anymore..

juz when i thot things are all goin my way..
u've juz gotta bring me down..
~tas

im getting all hyped up by all these things..
so many things getting me excited over!
tmr's gonna be a reali good day... =)
happy even before evrytink ..
haha.. i shldnt get so thrilled even before evrytink..
but im still keeping my hopes up..
shall not be high hopes..
juz the kinda hopes tht makes me smile =)
wish i can tell e whole world..
announce to evryone..
but till it really comes true..
i shall keep it a secret =)
hope tis time my hopes wont be dashed..
it kinda makes me feel so nervous though..
ah well.. :) i'll juz take it as it comes..

haha the one other thing making me smile.. 17th MARCH!! =)
woooohooooo!! *happyhappy*
evryone's gotta turn up.. =)
cuz u know it will totally make my day!!!
evryone of u.. ur presence means a world to me =)
*smiles*
~tas

i love e way the Lord gives me a better reason to smile evryday =)
i havnt felt so much joy in a long long time...
so happy tht i couldnt fall aslp..
i really hope that tis time u wont disappoint me..
the umpteen times i chose to believe.
i hope tis time its for real.
pls dun disappoint me.

i chose to take it all again.
tis time it wont get me down no matter wat.
cuz i believe u wont.
~tas

thanks for the invite n thank you for accepting my invite :)
it means a world to me
~tas