i dun tink anyone is able to understd how i feel right now...
a whole lot of mixed emotions goin right thru me..
i can be e blurrest n most absent minded person ever..
worried if i missed out anyone...
or forget anytink impt..
if i did not rmb anytink at all..
e anticipation of people turning up on saturday...
to see evryone gather together..
thrilled abt wat it'd be like..
wooohoooo!! :) im sorta getting hyped up again..
despite it all..
im beginning to adjust myself..
to not be too affected by it... :)
hopefully it will work..
though i know it wont be the same without you..
my best friend for e longest time..
u know i wont forgive u for it! :(
cuz it totally isnt a valid reason..
still i hope u change ur mind !
it leaves me feeling so uncertain..

hohon said e funniest thing yesterday...
i seriously am totally amused by him..
but i guess he's right..
i dun have to worry.. :)
cuz its all abt e mindset!

wanna thank SamUELLY too..
for making e extra effort..
im impressed! :)
maybe i shld change my attitude tooo..
it has a chain effect.. :)

mel n tim oso totally made my day !!
reasons im too lazy to elaborate..
melwyn is like e smartest dude i know..
muz lerant frm him..
be a mugger n be on e dean's list..
but judging my results..
far frm it .. hahaa

been busy to e max e past weekend..
had so many places to run..
so much things to do..
had alot of fun though..
with open hse, n nolan's hall production..
loads of shopping trips for e party!
i still duno wat im gonna wear!!! *headache*
BUT projects tuts assignments n tht 802 term paper proposal killed me ..!
... all e stuff to get ready..
i feel like dying !! :(

anws.. i need HELP with decorations n balloons on saturday before e party..!!
anyone wanna HELP me PLs?
pls let me know if u free to help me out k..
will lova ya!
`tas