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Becks.. quoted tis frm urs...

cuz it kinda moved me.

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Not Forever, But Long Enough
"First she smiled, and then suddenly she found herself fighting back tears. She turned away from him so that he wouldn't notice. It had something to do with her sense that nothing was permanent, nothing would last. Hearts stopped beating. People put guns to their chests. There was no one and nothing she could ever know well enough to make it stay. It had been one of her chief preoccupations during the last few years of her life: the notion that there was not enough time left for her to really get to know anyone. Most people would say it was ridiculous. She understood that. She was only in her mid-thirties, after all. But whenever she would come into contact with someone new, someone whose stories she didn't already know by heart, sooner or later that person would start talking about days gone by, and she would get the sick, saddening feeling that too much had already happened to him and it was far too late for her to ever catch up. How could she ever hope to know someone whose entire life up to the present was already a memory? For that memory, how could anyone hope to know her?"

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~kevin brockmeier

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a beauty isnt it..

it kinda spoke to me. somehow.

i shld be studyin..

but wat am i doing seriously..

i wanna cry. i so wanna cry.

~tas