my throat hurts so bad i cant take it anymore..
had gastric whole of today
cuz i took too many painkillers
cuz e pain in my throat was killing me
n i had work so it was doubly torturous
somehow i feel like i dun want myself to get better
i have no idea why so
i dint realise earlier
but i feel like i subconciously do it on purpose
and i only realise now
reason being tht its subconciously
i dun have a reason
like tht i duno e reason why i do wat i do anymore
tas