the more we quarrel the worse it gets?
ooh wells.. no deal.
feeling sick today..
more lethargic than any other days..
happy birthday my brother..
was yesterday anyways..
spent my day slacking big time..
at work now..
its a reali quiet day..
and its e 10th today..
last day of work for him.
hope u enjoy ur hols..
hope u have a great trip too..
its been a rough week..
despite the hols..
and though i havnt reali started skool..
wonder wat will skool be like tis sem..
how i wish i was back where i was comfortable at..
feels alot safer.. more familiar..
man.. i feel lostw somehow..
but working isnt tht stressful now..
closed a few deals on my own today...
kinda like an achievement..
haha.. i sound silly alrdy...
i kinda told him im a silly girl..
say n does silly things..
thts e way i am..
why cant some ppl accept tht..
i dun wanna be who i am not..
though i can change ..
but i dun want to..
it feels so unnatural..
like its all made up...
i dun wanna be fake..
sths i feel so much like a hypocrite..
thts why i love my gfs..
lili xiu pau.. :)
they make me feel like myself..
they make me stay e way i am..
they accept me..
they whole me..
the silly n nonsensical me..
the me evryone knows i am.
accept it or leave it alrdy..
~tas