Realise tht my i reali cannot stand e way i speak now..
alot less chinese but too many swear words.
bad. horrible. terrible. hate it.
talked to rachel abt some of e things i need to sort out.
need to talk to darren abt alot of stuff too..
meeting him thurs.
kinda worries me.
guess i need to make certain adjustments to myself.
insomnia getting worse. cant get to slp.
gets me so frustrated sometimes.

why do u hafta appear in front of me sooo many times.
i guess i reali duno how to deal...
affective vs cognitive.
definitely e heart.

meeting desmond for lunch on weds!!!!!!!!!!!!
im sooooooo happy.....
PILOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy to e max!!!!!!!!
so looking forward...

weds ktv w pauline n company!
friday dinner with ann debra perry n prabs!!!
looking fwd to a wonderful week!!

my my... and boy does time pass so fast when im in skool..
i remember juz steppin into class..
and here i am now.. almost e end of my super long day in skool...
home sweet home.
need to get a good slp.
feel horrible today.
shivered alot.
hands were trembling so much.
for no reason.
duno for wat reason.to be exact.
feel like crying.
replay. continuous.
too hard to take.
~tas