i know wat im doin now is extremely foolish.
i denied myself all rights to say anytink anymore..
to you to my frenz n even to myself..
denied myself any right with you n to myself.
i know so. but i did so too.
i know i now no longer can say anytink or hold any expectations.
all the heartaches im gonna feel.
all the pain i have to go thru.
all the encouragement i will no longer have.
im in this by myself now.

im scared tht all i do now is in vain.
im scared tht i cant face this all by myself.
im scared tht i have to live with this all alone
im doing this so i know sometime down e road i wont look back to regret.
regret not doing something abt tis.
all i ask is for u to be here with me.
to give me the courage i need.

~tas