i was so filled with hope today..
feeling so excited abt it all..
finally found something for you..
waited the whole day for ur call..
so i can give u a surprise..
in the hope u will like it as much as i was so excited..
but it dint happen...
as much as i thought abt u all day..
i guess maybe i shldnt put too much into this altogether..
maybe it just wasnt meant to be.
its so early into this and i can feel my heart aching..
maybe i was just being silly.. so silly..
maybe i shldnt sink into this..
it scares me.

i've always believed tht its always an excuse with busyness..
tht one has no time to call to say gdnite or drop an sms..
only time will tell.
~tas