it tears me apart to see u so upset.
wat in e world made u tink for a second tht i did it on purpose
i dun derive a single ounce of happiness to see u upset.
it stabbed rite to my heart when i saw u cry.
never ever imagined anytink like tht.
and to let u know i was never angry with you.
i guess u shld know i am e kinda person who runs away.
when i meet with something i cant handle.
and i seriously duno if i can handle this.

i guess i cant blame it all on PMS. but seriously.

my cramps was so bad all day..
so so so so bad i cried.
n wats more i had to work.
it was so awful.
hurting so bad.
awfully tired.
but at least at the end of it all i got to see you.
thats all tht matters.
thats wat made me smile.
~tas