if theres juz one thing i have learnt is that no one is indispensable. no matter how much u tink u cant live without tht person, tink again. you can. :) and its true that whatever that gets you down will pass. cuz time will heal everything.
been doing alot of thinking lately, should have been spending alot more time studying, but look, when is it a better time to tink. when my mind's all concentrated for the wrong reasons?lol. tell me abt it. but anyways as i was saying, been thinking alot about so many things, what is it about the color of the skin and the different accents that we have. so what if im chinese, was talking to roberts abt the whole color thing, he feels so strongly abt being a newzealander, and so is shane with being canadian, but what essentially differentiates us from them?
it is very true i tink that whites are really opinionated people and they stand very strongly about what and how they feel but it is so different with asians. maybe not all, like he said, white ppl are often given high positions in corporations MNCs and what have yous, and Asians generally slog like slaves to get ard. so much for equality and liberalization. makes no sense to me somethimes. i see the point you are getting at, but tht doesnt mean my point is totally invalid.
sometimes i wonder what life have in stall for me, or rather what i have lined up for myself in the years to come. i feel like im juz running away, maybe for awhile at least. to japan first and maybe somewhere again soon. i dun really like evrytink here now. its making me feel so dull and unhappy. not exactly unhappy but just not exciting enuff. i want to move out. get out of this all. be liberated. to be recharged. to feel once again that life is worth the fight to go on.
at the end of the day, i want to feel satisfied, energized and looking forward to a brand new day again. is that too much to ask for? :)
duno why but i have a sudden craving for many many swweet thingggsss!! jelly!! mango pudding!! chocolates!! jelly beans!! reesebutter cup!!!! yumi yogurttt!!! ben n jerry's!!!! :) my erratic behavior is annoying me too!! like a yoyo-ball crazy and jumpy!!
told khee abt my new motto today!! :) i m so excited abt it. live life like im gonna die today. edge-living life. i wanna be adventurous! dun want mundaneness in my life anymore. :) exciting. groundbreaking. living a crazy life leaving behind crazy memories. :)
~tas
been doing alot of thinking lately, should have been spending alot more time studying, but look, when is it a better time to tink. when my mind's all concentrated for the wrong reasons?lol. tell me abt it. but anyways as i was saying, been thinking alot about so many things, what is it about the color of the skin and the different accents that we have. so what if im chinese, was talking to roberts abt the whole color thing, he feels so strongly abt being a newzealander, and so is shane with being canadian, but what essentially differentiates us from them?
it is very true i tink that whites are really opinionated people and they stand very strongly about what and how they feel but it is so different with asians. maybe not all, like he said, white ppl are often given high positions in corporations MNCs and what have yous, and Asians generally slog like slaves to get ard. so much for equality and liberalization. makes no sense to me somethimes. i see the point you are getting at, but tht doesnt mean my point is totally invalid.
sometimes i wonder what life have in stall for me, or rather what i have lined up for myself in the years to come. i feel like im juz running away, maybe for awhile at least. to japan first and maybe somewhere again soon. i dun really like evrytink here now. its making me feel so dull and unhappy. not exactly unhappy but just not exciting enuff. i want to move out. get out of this all. be liberated. to be recharged. to feel once again that life is worth the fight to go on.
at the end of the day, i want to feel satisfied, energized and looking forward to a brand new day again. is that too much to ask for? :)
duno why but i have a sudden craving for many many swweet thingggsss!! jelly!! mango pudding!! chocolates!! jelly beans!! reesebutter cup!!!! yumi yogurttt!!! ben n jerry's!!!! :) my erratic behavior is annoying me too!! like a yoyo-ball crazy and jumpy!!
told khee abt my new motto today!! :) i m so excited abt it. live life like im gonna die today. edge-living life. i wanna be adventurous! dun want mundaneness in my life anymore. :) exciting. groundbreaking. living a crazy life leaving behind crazy memories. :)
~tas