why do i always feel so confused.
so used all the time.
just wat is the point of my presence?
i question sometimes.
it makes me upset.
it makes me feel so lost.
wished it be easier.

hurtinginside.
the pain.
hurts so much.
i wish it be different.
does it make no difference to u?
maybe i shldnt question.
maybe i dun wanna know.
maybe just maybe it will help.
maybe its self delusion.
maybe i only want to be happy.
maybe.
~tas