was talking to chrys abt being apples..
somehow it did occur to me that more often than not we are lost or uncertain, confused or juz plain disillusioned abt so many things. i need to have a mind of my own, so tht i wont be so easily swayed by wat others tell me. it is presented very clearly in my face already that it is so obvious. despite the chances, i duno why i kee believing and i duno if wat im doing is right. the fact is that i dun tink i will know. i wanted to ask, but maybe a part of me dun wanna know or take any chances. its worse than falling, its like maybe apples can jump off and it might be a good step to leap off rather than fall. i duno, maybe.
~tas