sometimes i dun even know why i even bother.
like nothing i vaguely know makes sense.
and here i am being so silly abt it.
will be away for awhile and i guess it will be really good for me.
im tired and awfully depressed by everything.
its beginning to take a toil on me.
and now i really dun want to bother anymore.
and also i dun like pudgy hands anymore.
~tas